abstinence

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somebody asked me today,

if i still have feelings for you

or if it is still you.

no doubt, it'll always be you.

but, i lied. 

i said that i was just drunk,

so drunk on you

that i told them i am inlove with you.

she laughed and pointed

at my heart, saying

something that hit me hard

like a rock hitting the ground

above the heavens.

she told me that

no matter how much

i deny it, he's still

in my there, something so deep.

something so deep,

that no one can even 

make it fade away

or make it out there. 

i wasn't drunk,

yet i am a sober 

on the absitence of

denying my feelings

for you. 

-dgsf 

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