10:45 am 09/22/2014
i felt a pang,
i wanted to say something so bad
i wanted to let it all out, i wanted to
but, why does it seem like that
my mouth can't even breathe air out?
when was the first time
i ever told someone
how much they mean to me?
what they trully mean to me?
that life wouldn't be nearly
as much like this,
if they are not here?
life would never ever be the same
without them.
i never told anyone,
no matter how much i wanted to
i'll never will
maybe, in their tombstone
somehow, this made me realize that
i am not good, even in any simple way
on telling people what i wanted to;
how fool am i to think that
i'm good at telling people how i feel?
i never was
-dgsf
