She might be torn into pieces
She tried but she always fail
She cries like a rain through the night
While they celebrate her wrong doings and criticize her throughout the day
She falls deeper and deeper
at her very own mind
She thought, "What if I just die, will they care? Will they be happy or sad?"
Then she added, "No one cares about me anyway, whether I die right now. They don't give a damn about me whether I die today."
One day, she thought "What if... what if I just apologize to them."
But she can't.
Because she thought her situation will got worst.
She's afraid that everyone will talk about her afterwards.
She's afraid that once she says sorry,
she will make them feel guilty.
She's afraid that once they see her flaws/mistakes,
they will see her as a joke.
I want to scream and shout.
I want all the pain to be out.
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Poems of Anxiety
PoetryA book of any one's perspectives and actual experiences all about depression... x_x To put it simply, this is a book full of depression... *Updates whenever I have free time :) *Photos are not mine...
