✨Jikook Oneshots✨|| Ongoing

Not Enough?

Suicidal thoughts and doings. Proceed with caution.

"Hello there, cutie. I know you like me, so why not go on a date with me?", a confident raven-haired boy growled next to the ear of an innocent nerd.

"U-uhm why?", the ace wasn't used to being treated this way. He was a victim of bullying and he didn't have any friends.

"You're so pretty and soft... I like you, baby", he blushed. "J-Jungkook... Sure."

"See you tomorrow at 8. Be ready for a fine night", Jungkook winked before going back to his friends, who congratulated him for something else. Something that would break Jimin.

"There's no way that someone popular as Jungkook would want to date something as ugly as me.", Jimin said while looking at himself in the mirror. If he was honest, he could actually count as one of the handsome boys in their school, but his big glasses covered half of his face. He would never think of himself as someone big anyway. I mean, there must be reason he was being bullied.

"Shizzle, where are my anti depression pills?", he yelled, panicked. Jimin never swore aswell, a real goody-two-shoes. He found them and quickly shoved two of those pills into his mouth. It was just because of the bullying that he was thinking about himself like this. The bullies made clear what piece of shit he was. A problem was, that the bullies were Jungkook's friends. Jimin thought that Jungkook knew about the bullying, but apparently not. Little did he know...

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The excruciating pain in his wrist killed him, but he was used to it. Slicing his wrist was a daily routine to remind him of his insecurities.

Someone knocked at the door. "Jimin, are you okay in there?", it was Yoongi. He was Jimin's roommate, not really a friend because the latter hated people and Jimin was kind of scared of him. But Yoongi did help him through the hard times, which is why he was standing in front of the locked bathroom door. "Y-yeah.", Jimin pretty unconvincingly said.

"Jimin, fucking open the door!"

"No."

"Okay, that means I'm going to have to kick it in"

"W-wait!", Yoongi sneered. Jimin opened the door, only opening a little bit, but Yoongi pushed it open. "Jimin, not again! I told you to stop. Fuck, I don't even know why I care about you.",he gripped his wrist, making the smaller wince in pain.

"Please let me go."

"I won't until you promise me to stop"

"...", The elder curiously looked at the younger and he saw the little tears in his beautiful orbs.

Sighing, he let go of him. "Its not like I care, but I do. You can be someone big later, you can't just kill yourself because some stupid idiots don't know their place, okay?", Jimin nodded, ashamed but also smiled a little. 'I knew he loved me too much to let me die. He just doesn't want me to know.'

The mint haired left without saying another word, leaving Jimin and his bloody wrist by themselves.

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Jk's POV

Today was the day of my date.... With the cutest guy I had ever seen. Park Jimin. Dating him was originally a dare made by my friends, but I couldn't complain. If I could, I would stuff this little being into my pocket and protect him from everything.
The thing was, I couldn't tell my friends, otherwise, they would find out that I'm gay, which could lead to a big scandal. I was not ashamed of what I was, but homosexuality was rare in this school.

I got ready for my date. I wanted to spoil him until he would a agree on dating my disgusting being. I wasn't supposed to do so since the dare was only to seduce him, make him think I like him and then leave him broken. I would never do that to him. He is so pure and innocent.