Moving Forward

Step By Step.

pain is not permanent. neither is love, heartbreak, loyalty and people. it sucks to hear it, but it's true. all of these things come and go in our lives and they're hard to deal with, for everyone. we don't want to lose the people we love and care about. we don't want to have trust issues and such, but people can fuck up others so bad that it happens. shoutout to all of you who have trust issues and have a trouble getting out of bed in the morning. you still brush you teeth, your hair, get dressed and go to school or work and put on a smile and associate with people even though you may have anxiety and may feel like the weight of the world is on your shoulders. you're important and you're valid. you're valued by so many, I swear. you may feel like an inconvenience but you aren't. you're loved even if you don't love yourself. you're cared for even if you don't know how to care for yourself. I know i'm not the only one who feels these things, nor are you. you're going to find someone who knows your flaws and "issues" but they won't love you any less, I promise. it's hard these days; a lot are looking more for sex instead of being able to watch the stars and talk about the universe with someone, but you will all find your special someone. it'll just take a little time. the best things in life some together one step at a time, so you're have to start at the bottom to rise to the top, but you'll make it. it'll be difficult sometimes because you might lose some important people trying to find yourself, but maybe they weren't supposed to stay forever. that'll hurt, but you'll grow from all of the things you go through during the healing process. it isn't easy and I refuse to tell any of you that it is, but putting yourself first is something that needs to be done sometimes. it's hard; to finally put yourself first after putting people in front of you after doing the opposite practically your entire life, but it'll be worth it. once you can seek out some of your own self-love, it opens your eyes up to so many more things than you think it might.