you're mine - roger taylor x reader

i messed up.

[a/n] this chapter is for jessie because she motivates me uwu. also! should there be smut? i hate writing it but if you want it, tell me.

"this can't be.. no.. im dreaming" you weren't, your vision started getting blurry as you started to tear up. you heard brian call your name, you turned around ran up to him and cried. "what's wrong?" he patted your back, "it's roger" you managed to choke up the words "what do you mean?" brian looked up at roger "that son of a- im gonna kill him" he glared at roger as he started walking towards him "don't hurt him brian, just talk to him please." you frowned, he nodded and you ran out of the party as fast as you could. you were going to run home but freddie stopped you, "darling what's wrong?" he grabbed your arm "you're drunk you won't care or remember tomorrow" you cried "pfft honey please, i had 1.... maybe 2 drinks" he chuckled, you explained everything while holding back your tears, freddie pulled you into a tight hug

freddie walked you back to the tour bus "fred please just let me go home" you whined "no" he grinned. you were cold, tired, sad, angry there were way too many emotions to process. you really thought he loved you, you loved him that's for goddamn sure.
i should've expected it you thought to yourself

7:23am

you fell asleep on the couch in the bus, when you woke up it took you a minute to remember what happened. "fuck.." you groaned "oh you're up" brian was in the kitchen making tea, "thought you would want this" he said handing the mug to you. you gave him a small smile "so erm..." he rubbed the back of his neck, you just looked down and shook your head not wanting to think about it. "what did you tell him" you locked eyes with brian "nothing.. he wouldn't remember anyways so why bother." he shrugged, you sighed. "y'know... you don't need rog." he looked away, you raised an eyebrow in confusion "you could find someone better. much better." he looked at you like you were suppose to know what he meant. "wha?" you yawned "nevermind" he looked down. what did he mean? "better guy" you thought as you sipped your tea "hm?" he hummed "oh nothing." you looked away

roger walked out of his room an hour later and you didn't even bare to look at him "hey baby" he smiled at you, you looked away. he raised an eyebrow looking at brian, bri just sighed "later" he mouthed to roger and roger nodded walking back into his room concerned. he didn't know what he did wrong but waking up without you in his arms sure made him sad. he loved you, truly did. he just messed up and didn't even know it.

(rogers POV)
brian walked in 30 minutes later "she left" he closed the door "WHAT-" i panicked "calm down, she's just exploring the town." brian reassured me, i sighed in relief "why did she look away from me this morning?" i sighed "uhm.." brian looked away "son of a bitch tell me." i snapped "you may or may not of..." i raised an eyebrow "cheated on her last night.." he awkwardly smiled, i felt my jaw drop. how could i? i loved her! i ever since the night i winked at her, i knew i was in love then when i finally have her i do this shit! "y-you're joking right?" i nervously chuckled, brian shook his head "SHIT" i yelled, i couldn't fucking believe i did this. to the one woman i gave my heart to, i cheat on her. "IM SUCH A FUCKING DUMBASS" i banged my head on the wall "roger breathe.." brian rubbed my back "I CANT FUCKING BREATHE BRIAN I MIGHT'VE JUST LOST THE BEST THING I'VE EVER GOTTEN" i lectured myself "i don't deserve her... she should break up with me.. no. she should cheat me, she deserves someone who won't fuck up like my undeserving ass" i sighed "that's not true." brian said through gritted teeth "yes it is, i've lost her. i know it." i started tearing up, i never cry i thought "just apologize." brian smiled "no. she deserves more than that. not just some stupid apology, i need to make it up to her." i looked at brian "i think she just wants the truth rog" he stood up "its not what she wants, it's what she DESERVES." i stood up glaring at brian, he shrugged "fine, but don't involve me" he chuckled, i nodded as brian walked out of my room. what should i do? i thought pacing around the room "ugh... i don't FUCKING KNOW" i shouted. i heard y/n walk back into the tour bus, my natural instinct wanted to go run up and kiss her but i stopped myself not yet i thought. i heard her giggling, oh how adorable her giggle was.. how did i get so lucky? she was laughing at something brian said and when i knew it was brian i felt something i've never felt before. jealousy. brian doesn't even love her the way i do but i couldn't help but be jealous, especially since she hates me right now. i had no fucking clue what to do, i miss her already. "what the hell do i do" i said pushing the hair out of my eyes