I hate life, there's really not much to it. I'm bullied at school, I'm known as the nerd and home isn't any better. My 'brother' abuses me verbally, physically, emotionally and most of all mentally while my 'mother' just watches it all happen as I c...
Skylar's pov: My alarm goes off and I quickly turn it off before it wakes up my little prince. Trust me when I say this, he is not a morning person, but then again neither am I.
I carefully get out of bed, getting Trey's little arms off of me. I walk to my bathroom and get into the shower. After ten minutes I do my morning routine and get dressed.
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^Skylar's outfit
I go downstairs and have my breakfast, which are pancakes. Pancakes are the best. After I finish eating, I call Mary and ask her to look after Trey till six because im coming home later then I usually do, and all the guys are coming with me.
Soon after, the guys come downstairs and eat their breakfast. I got a text telling me everything is ready for today and im so excited. I haven't done this in a while and I cant wait to finally have some fun in this stupid town. We head out to school.
When we get there, me and the guys have a quick smoke. As soon as we enter everyone is staring at us and began whispering. I bet they're talking about my gang tattoo that people saw at gym. Ugh, people are so annoying.
As I slowly walk down the hall it goes dead silent and everyone has looks of fear.
I love that look. The look of fear in peoples eyes, it gives me happiness. It shows I have the power. I also love before I kill a person or while I torture them, they beg me to spare their lives. I love it all. You see this why people are scared of me. Im a bit of a sadist. I love to see people in pain. I wasn't always like this, but something changed me or should I say someone...
I carry on walking towards my locker and I get stopped by the one and only Jessica and her minions following behind. She looks scared. She takes a big gulp and hides her fear giving me a smirk. I know she's trying to hide the fact she's scared of me to keep her title as queen bee.
"Look what the cat dragged in," she said to me with so much confidence. Everyone started whispering things like, "how isn't she scared, does she know who she is talking to?" "Omg she definitely has a death wish," "how can she say that to the black rose?"
I know your probably wondering about why that person called me the black rose. You see as I told you before I always leave a black rose when I kill someone as a symbol, and thats also how people describe me and know me as.
I look like an innocent flower that cant even hurt a fly, but if you get to close, the thorns will cut you. I just laugh hysterically at her face. Everyone looks at me like I lost my mind, which they ain't wrong about. She looks shocked and scared.
"What bitch got nothing to say," she said to me with regret in her eyes, but tries to hide it.
I take a step closer to her and everyone gasps. "You know you ain't that intimidating, especially when I can practically see the fear in your eyes. Maybe you should go somewhere else and act like the prostitute you are. I really feel sorry for those desperate guys who slept with you. You probably gave all of them some type of disease." I sneered back at her.
"At least I have guys who want to be with me. I don't remember you having any guys around you besides your sidekicks," she said. What a stupid comeback.
"Honey that doesn't make you special. How do I say this in a way you will understand? Your like the runner up prize that everyone gets and im the golden trophy everyone wants, but cant get unless their worthy. To be honest I don't know why your so proud of being a walking STD? You are so lucky you ain't dead. People who even look at me the wrong way are six feet under ground, so consider your self lucky," and with that I walk away to lesson.
I head to English and sit down. Someone taps my shoulder and I look up to see Cole. He told me something about this being his seat. I told him that I honestly don't care and im not in the mood and to leave me the fuck alone. He sat in a different seat, seeing im really not in the mood to mess around.
I was listening to music on my phone when the teacher called out my name. I looked him dead in the eye and he took a big gulp and asked me my opinion on Romeo and Juliet.
"Romeo and Juliet in my opinion is a cute story, but a bit depressing. You see, the family separated them because they couldn't sort out their differences, so at the end Romeo and Juliet die in each others arms. People would normally find this stupid or just don't get it. However, in my opinion I love the passion and love they have for each other. People would normally see death as a sad or dark thing, but in this story it represents a different meaning. Being alive only kept them apart, but the thing that got them together was death. Death was the only thing that didn't stop them from seeing and loving each other."
After I finish speaking everyone was shocked. I just shrugged my shoulders. The teacher said that he was astonished and loved my opinion of the story. He asked what my GPA was and I simply told him it was 4.0. He then asked what's the highest score I have ever gotten and I said 100. The teacher then asked what was my lowest and I said 97.
What? I know im a dangerous gang leader and all, but I still like to keep up my grades. What kind of mother would I be, leaving my child with a bad example, so I dont, and in fact I actually enjoy learning, its just the people that I hate.
When class finished I grabbed my Shit and headed out. I was by my locker and a girl came up to me and said "hey my name is Mamie." "Im Skylar, but you can call be sky for short," I said to her awkwardly.
She told me what I said to Jessica in the morning was amazing. I thanked her. We were talking for a while, she seemed cool. We were talking so long that we basically skipped second period. I said bye to her and went to find the rest of the guys.
Skip to the end of school Its finally the end of school. I can leave this hell hole. Thank the god lord.
Me and Mamie met up at lunch and we became closer. Of course Im not going to hundred percent trust her. Ive known and gotten closer to Sam, Emily and Katie and dont even trust them fully yet. I wont let my walls down for anyone.
The guys had music last lesson and I had maths, which is all the way on the other side of the building. Why do bad things always happen to me? I managed to find the guys and we head out to our secret destination...
