I hate life, there's really not much to it. I'm bullied at school, I'm known as the nerd and home isn't any better. My 'brother' abuses me verbally, physically, emotionally and most of all mentally while my 'mother' just watches it all happen as I c...
Skylar's pov: I woke up in my bed not knowing how I got here. Justin came into my room and opened the blinds. The sunlight is so blinding. Like Jesus.
Justin placed a glass of water and two aspirins on my bed side table. Kelsey comes in and says I went wild last night. I was confused. I didn't even drink much, but I dont remember anything from last night.
Kelsey sat on the side of my bed and filled me in on what happened. After she finished I remembered everything. Oh no what have I done? I kissed Cole lips and Silas on the neck and the worst part is thats not even everything.
When I got home, I helped myself to more alcohol and got drunk. Im not the best person to be around when im drunk. Well it depends on my mood. If im upset I get angry and loose control. When im happy im a party animal. Me and the girls also had a pillow fight whilst we were drunk and feathers went everywhere. The boys couldn't control us. I feel sorry for them.
I haven't been in school since the mishap with Jessica. Luckily I didn't see her at the party. I went into the shower and got dressed.
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^Skylar's outfit
Apparently, I had a gang meeting after school with the other gang leaders. They didn't know im a girl, instead they believe im a male. Well I guess its time for them to get surprised.
I head into the kitchen and see Mary feeding Trey. He sees me and smiles. I wish I could give him a better life then this. My life is dangerous beacuse of who I am. I have people after me which means people will also be after him. But I hid his identity. Its like he doesnt exist. There are no records of him. No one can know about Trey unless I trust them enough to tell them.
I eat my breakfast and quickly kiss Trey on the forehead and say goodbye. I wish I could spend more time with him, but I do know Im not going to be one of those parents who put work before their child. My child is number one in my life.
I arrive at school, but not with the guys like usual. I left later then them and took my motorcycle. Everyone was looking at me, but I just ignored the stares. Im guessing its about that Jessica thing and beacuse I haven't showed up in a while. I made my way to my locker to see all the guys waiting for me. I see Cole on the other side of the hall staring at me.
All of a sudden I felt arms on my shoulder. My instincts kicked in and I flipped him over. People looked at me horrified that I flipped a grown ass man. I look down at the man and it was Ryder. I helped him up and he chuckled.
"Well hello to you too, thats not how I expected my welcome," Ryder said. "Sorry, my instincts just kicked in and what are you doing here?" I asked curiously. " I should be asking you that. I go to this school, but I haven't been here for a while because I had some business to take care of." I nodded and gave him a bear hug.
If you dont know Ryder, then hes another one of my besfriends. People think we're so close that they dont believe we're just friends and actually dating. Hes my ride or die. Hes been with me through everything. I knew Ryder from my bullying days. He even saved my life once.
I was walking down an alley on my way home as a short cut before my mother and brother shout at me for being late. There was this guy and he held a knife to my throat and Ryder saved me. He took me to his house and helped to heal all of my wounds.
Ever since that day, hes been protective over me. It was hard for him to protect me though beacuse hes a gang leader, went to another school and lived on the other side of town.
When we first met we just clicked and thats how our friendship started. When I moved away I kept in touch with him and we would meet up. He even helped me with my gang and both mine and his gang became allies. Hahaha to think of it, he helped me become the strongest gang in the world. Ryder's gang is ranked 4th.
I pulled away from Ryder and saw all the girls glaring at me and look back at Ryder with lust. However, from the corner of my eye I see Cole clench his jaw, glaring at Ryder. Cole is such a weirdo.
The rest of the day I spent catching up with Ryder and most of our classes were together. I had fun today, but I couldn't stop thinking about Silas and Cole. Its now the end of school and I need to get ready to make a show at the gang leaders meeting...
