I'm back (editing)

Im alone

Cole's pov:
Its been weeks since I've been rejected. I feel alone. I feel heart broken. I really did love her.

Ive been avoiding her beacuse I dont think I could face her. She tries to talk to me, but if I look at her in those gorgeous eyes, im going to break even more then I already am.

This is why I don't believe in love. I knew this was going to happen, but I chose to be stupid. I was suppose to protect myself and my heart, but did the opposite.

Ive been avoiding a lot of people lately. Ive been shutting people out. Ive become more angrier and aggressive. The only person I talk to is my sister, Mamie.

Mamie has been really supportive and has been giving me amazing advice. She's the reason I've been getting through it. Without her I dont know where I would be. She looks after me and protects me. When I come home drunk, it was her who helped me. She really is the world's best sister.

Ive been distant with the boys. Zack and Cody would try to talk to me, but I would either ignore them, walk away or blank out.

Zack is getting on my nerves, all he does is complain about Selena. Hes fallen for her, but she has a small crush on his twin sister. Drama.

Dont get me started on Cody. Cody wont shut up about Emily. Its always, Emily this, Emily that. Like shut the fuck up.

To be honest I envy Cody. Hes with the girl he loves and cares about, but I feel like he's trying to rub it in mine and Zack's faces.

All I can think of is Skylar. Her precious smile. Her pink, plum lips. Her mesmerizing grey eyes. How her gorgeous hair flows down her back. The amazing body figure she has and none of it is mine.

WHY CANT SHE GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HEAD?

However, I find it weird that I dont see Silas and Skylar together. I need to stop thinking about her. Shes consuming my mind. She doesnt even know how much power she has over me...