I hate life, there's really not much to it. I'm bullied at school, I'm known as the nerd and home isn't any better. My 'brother' abuses me verbally, physically, emotionally and most of all mentally while my 'mother' just watches it all happen as I c...
I arrived at my destination. The new gym I'm going to start to work out in. I know it doesnt sound amazing, but there's a secret door and it leads you to an underground fighting area. Yes, I know its illegal, but I do illegal shit everyday. I am a gang leader after all.
That text I received a while ago was telling me my fight was set up. I head down to the underground area and get changed for the fight. I haven't fought since I got here, so im pretty excited.
Fighting helps me stay calm. I use fighting to vent out all my anger and frustration. Fighting also helps to get my mind off Shit, like my depression.
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^Skylar's outfit
I hear the referee shout my name the black rose.
As I make my way to the ring, I can hear people cheering my name. My eyes make contact with the buff male in front of me. He looks confident.
To be honest this guy looks pretty weak. He seems more of a warm up then an actual fight. I cant wait to kick his ass. This fight is going to end real quick with one of us on the floor and im sure its not going to be me.
Most of my opponents are males because not many females can make it this far. Im one of the only girls who made it. There are 9 girls including me.
Whenever I fight a male they think they've automatically won because I'm a female, I look innocent and I'm not as buff and big like them.
I get into the ring and he looks into my eyes. He flinches when he sees nothing but darkness in my eyes. Nothing else. All I do was give him a smirk.
To win the match, the opponent must be knocked out. Easy and simple.
The match starts...
We circle each other. I know he wont throw the first hit, so I throw a fake punch to the left and of course he falls for it. He blocks the fake punch and I punch him in the stomach. He tries to hit me, but I block it and punch his jaw. I think I heard a crack. I then do a round house kick. The match is over and I win. People chant my name and I collect my money and head home.
Told you easy and simple...
The next morning I wake up and do my normal morning routine and get dressed.
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Me and the guys get to school. I see Mamie talking to Cole, Zack and Cody. I walk up to her and ask why she was talking to them. She told me Cole was her brother. What the fuck, they're related?
She told me she didn't tell me because everyone uses her to get close with her brother and his friends. I nod and walk to class. It hurts to see that she thought I was like everyone else.
What am I thinking? Me feeling hurt? Nope, I don't do feelings and that shit. It will just end up with me dead. Im heartless and cruel. Im not allowed to have emotions. Emotions are weak. It will end everything I have. It will destroy everything. I had to learn the hard way that emotions are just a joke. Im not like everyone else who has someone to rely on.
If I dared to show any sign of weakness people will come after me and destroy me more. I will never be weak, even if that means I have to be emotionless...
