I'm back (editing)

Girls day

Its the next day and its after school. Nothing really happened in school. Ive been avoiding Cole as much as I can. Like what do you expect me to do, just go up to him and talk to him like nothing happened because I don't have the answer to his question. Totally not going to be awkward. Plus Jessica is always around Cole trying to throw herself at him.

She tried to do it with the other guys, but they would tell her to get lost and look revolted. Its pretty funny actually to see her get rejected. To be honest if I was in the same position as the guys I would do the same. I would probably end up killing the bitch.

The girls texted saying their coming in 10 minutes. I tell them to grab pajamas and their dresses for the charity event tomorrow so we could get ready together.

Oh yeah, did I forget to tell you people from school are going to the event because the school is filled with rich spoiled brats as their parents are classed as high class people so they got invited too. Yay. Not. At least I have my friends with me.

I sit on my bay window looking out into the view and allowing my thoughts to consume me. Its weird how much I've changed. Im starting to trust and let people in more. Im starting to show emotions. They are all changing me. This is bad.

After the charity event I need to change back to having no emotions. I cant get hurt. Not again. I look around outside and it looks beautiful. Its funny how the world disguises itself as something beautiful and hides all its dirty secrets within. Im just one of the unlucky people who discovered how cruel the world can actually be.

I get snapped out of my thoughts when I heard my door open. Its the girls. We sat on my bed and they began gossiping. Gossiping isn't really my thing.

Selena has been acting weird, but I discovered she has a crush. The thing is she's bisexual so it could be a male or female. Emily and Sam also have a crush. I think Emily likes Cody to be honest. Its the way she looks at him and I think he likes her back seeing the way he looks at her back. Maybe I can go cupid on them like I did for kelsey and Aidan.

Me and the girls are currently watching a rom-com. Its called to all the boys I ever loved. I don't really like romance movies, but the girls practically forced me to. I have to admit Noah Centineo looks cute. I saw all the girls were asleep.

I get up and change into my workout outfit and hit the gym. I do some stretching and go to the punching bag. I kept punching and my mind zoned out. It drifted off to my past where I suffered and was traumatized. I can feel my eyes go black and I kept punching then I heard something snap.

I slowly came out of my thoughts and saw that the chain that was holding the punching bag had snapped. I heard clapping and see all the boys, even Cole and his friends. Cole and the boys became friends and started to hang out together. I can still feel some tension between Silas and Cole though.

I walked passed them and got into the shower. When I'm done I put my pajamas on and go to bed. All I can think of is what's going to happen at the event...