Save Me, I'm Fine - ForthBeam

{ Twenty·Eight }

( 3rd Person POV. )

[ ForthBeam's Dorm Room ]

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"Have Kit come over, just to help out, ok?" Forth said and Beam nodded and gave him a thumbs up before falling asleep.

Forth picked Beam/Joon up and carried them inside and set Beam in bed and Joon in his crib.

- 3 hours later -

Beam was sleeping. Finally able to catch up on some sleep he's missed the past few months. Kit and Wayo were there watching Joon and helping clean up and do some small things around the dorm that ForthBeam and Aei haven't had time to do.

"How you feeling?" Kit asked after Beam woke up a few minutes later.

"I'm alright, finally got to sleep a bit," Beam mumbled and smiled seeing Wayo holding Joon.

In the past, Beam used to imagine Wayo holding their baby and being the best mother ever. But now he (Beam) is the best mother ever and Wayo is an unlce. It's crazy to think that, even Wayo thought that him and Beam would've eneded up together like this. But life has a funny way of messing with people. Beam is now with Forth. Wayo is now with Pha. And they couldn't be happier.

"He asleep?" Beam asked and Wayo nodded fixing the blanket the small 4-month old was wrapped in.

"Where's his pacifier?" Wayo asked and Beam pointed over to the kitchen.

"Forth was cleaning them yesterday," Beam said and Wayo nodded going over to get one for Joon incase he woke up.

"I gotta get to class, you guys ok?" Kit asked and Beam/Wayo nodded, Joon started waking up so Wayo handed him to Beam.

"We'll be alright," Wayo said since Beam was too busy with Joon to answer.

Kit left a few minutes later and as soon as Wayo turned around he had to hold in a laugh. Joon threw-up/spit-up all over Beam's shirt. He was giggling and smiling while Beam was still shocked that Joon did that, Joon's done that to Forth a lot but never to Beam.

"I'm gonna go change... Watch him?" Beam asked and Wayo nodded and picked Joon up, cleaned him up, and then set him down on his little play-mat on the floor.

- 4 hours later -

Beam and Wayo had fallen asleep on the couch and Joon was sleeping in his crib, half-driken bottle falling out of this mouth and laying next to him.

Wayo had his head on Beam's lap while Beam had his arm around him dead asleep.

Forth had just gotten home after having a shitty day at work. He smiled at Joon and how cute he was but frowned seeing how close Beam and Wayo were. Forth isn't the jealous type but when it came to Beam and Wayo he was jealous.

"Beam." Forth woke Beam up which caused Wayo to wake up. Wayo noticed that Forth wasn't in a good mood so he left before Forth yelled at him for something.

"What was he doing here? I thought Kit came over." Forth said being quiet enough fir Joon to sleep but loud enough to show Beam that he was pissed off.

"He was with Kit. Kit left for class and Yo stayed to help with Joon," Beam said. This happens all the time now. Forth is always jealous of Wayo. He's only jealous because him and Beam dated in high school. That's the only reason why Forth is jealous. Beam hates this. He just wants the 'old' Forth back.

"Sure, That's totally why he was cuddling with you on the couch," Forth said and just rolled his eyes and went to shower. Beam was pissed and just ignored Forth until Joon got fussy. Beam got up and picked Joon up trying to calm him down but it just made him cry harder.

Forth came out and offered to hold him/calm him down but Beam said no and took a step back from Forth after smelling alcohol on his breath. He went out drinking with Ming and Pha after work again. Ming and Forth drink, Pha is their designated-driver. Beam hates being around Forth when he's been drinking and he really didn't want Joon to be around him till he was sober again.

"You've been drinking?" Beam asked annoyed. Forth nodded. Beam sighed and went out onto the balcony after grabbing Joon's toys/diapers/etc and sat out there until Forth got his act together.

Well, that and Beam didn't want to be around the smell of alcohol. About a year ago Forth sent him back to the hospital-rehab center because he developed a drinking problem. But that all ended after Joon was born. Joon was the best thing to ever happen to Beam. And Forth was too, until recently when he started drinking and being annoying and verbally abusive to Beam. He's sweet and the best father for Joon, But the rudest and worst boyfriend for Beam.

Joon was laying on his play mat and started smiling and laughing when he saw a puppy on the balcony next door to their dorm. A new 1st year moved in last week and he has a puppy that lives on the balcony. The backdoor of the puppy's dorm opened and out walked the boy that lived next door and a slightly younger boy with a small baby.

Joon giggled and started baby-talking to them after seeing the baby.

"Baba!" The other baby yelled looking over at Beam and Joon. The two boys, who seemed to be the parents of the baby smiled and said hi to Beam.

"Hey, I'm Book and this is Frame, and our son Wai," Book said and smiled. Joon kept making noises and Beam smiled.

"I'm Beam and this is Joon, how old is Wai?" Beam asked as Wai kept talking pretty well actually.

"He's a year old. How old is Joon?" Frame asked and leaned on the short-metal fence between the two balconies while Book held Wai.

"Just turned 4 months," Beam said and the younger boys smiled and nodded.

"You alright? You seem stressed,"Book asked and Beam sighed.

"Just mad at my boyfriend, came home drunk again," Beam said and the two nodded understanding.

"If you ever need anything we're here," Frame said and Beam nodded. Forth was too busy in the kitchen to even notice Beam with the neighbours.

"Play wif baba?" (Play with baby?) The toddler asked Book and pointed to Joon who was laughing at a butterfly that landed on his play-mat.

"Is it ok with you?" Book asked Beam who nodded and asked them to watch Joon while he got the key to unlock the fence/gate inbetween the dorms deviding the balcony since they were connected.

"Where's the balcony-gate key?" Beam asked Forth while leaning on the kitchen-counter.

"With the dorm key on the hook, why?" Forth asked and seemed to be getting better, he wasn't as rude as he was ealier.

"The neighbours have a baby and he wants to play with Joon," Beam said and Forth nodded. He was ok with that.

"The 1st year kid?" Forth asked and Beam nodded.

Beam grabbed the key and went back out onto the balcony with Joon and the neighbours.

The two babies played for a while until Joon got fussy and needed a nap.

Forth came up behind Beam after they came back inside and hugged him.

"Sorry for being an ass earlier," Forth mumbled and kissed the side if Beam's neck.

"It's fine." Beam said and moved away from Forth and went to take a shower.