Save Me, I'm Fine - ForthBeam

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( 3rd Person POV.)

[ ForthBeam's Dorm ]

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Forth came up behind Beam after they came back inside and hugged him.

"Sorry for being an ass earlier," Forth mumbled and kissed the side of Beam's neck.

"It's fine." Beam said and moved away from Forth and went to take a shower.

- the next day -

"I'm sick of it. I'm only staying so Joon can have a father." Beam ranted as him and Book were hanging out the next day while Forth and Frame we're at work/school.

"I get that, but if it's not safe don't stay, even if that means Joon won't have a father, your safety is way more important," Book said and looked over at the two babies playing on the floor infront of them. Beam nodded and sighed.

"He's never been like this. He's always been sweet, but as soon as Joon was born he changed. Forth made it very clear last year that he didn't want kids at all until he's like 40. So when I found out I was pregnant with Joon I didn't want to tell him. He seemed really happy when I did tell him, and he was fine while I was pregnant. But after Joon was a month old he started going out and drinking every other weekend.. He's never hurt us... But he is verbally-abusive." Beam said and Book put his arm around Beam giving him a hug.

"B! Joonie crying," Wai yelled from his spot on the floor.

Beam got up and picked Joon up and hugged the small baby.

"What's wrong Joon? Tired?" Beam asked while Joon was rubbing his eyes, crying, and yawning.  He needed a nap, it was past his nap time.

- couple hours later -

Beam had just set Joon down for bed when Forth, Ming, and Pha came into the dorm room pretty loudly causing Joon to start crying again.

"Fuck," Beam sighed and picked Joon up again even though he was about to sleep himself.

"What the hell guys?" Beam asked. He was pissed now because he just spent three hours trying to get Joon to sleep.

"Sorry Beam..." Ming and Pha replied, Forth just rolled his eyes and went into the bathroom not caring about Beam or Joon at the moment.

Beam just flipped Forth off as he walked away and went to make Joon a bottle. Ming and Pha left shortly after.

- 3 weeks later - Joon is 5 months old.

"Shut up. I don't want to talk about it. Just stop Forth." Beam said while changing Joon into a new onesie after he threw-up after drinking a bottle. Joon's been getting sick recently and Beam was really worried. Forth didn't give a shit, he was drunk. Again.

Forth grabbed Beam's wrist and forced him to look up at him. Beam didn't want to which made Forth tighten his grib on Beam's wrist.

"You're hurting me! Stop Forth!" Beam yelled and got away from the older grabbing Joon and leaving the dorm.

Beam called Wayo and Kit to come over and pick him and Joon up.