Trying, Failing, and Fighting (YumiKuri/YmirxChrista)

Chapter 12

Christa's POV

I woke up in Ymir's bed. She was gone. How embarrassing, and stupid. I could feel my cheeks getting hot. I shuffled out of her bed and into the kitchen where she sitting at the table with a cup of coffee. She looked up at me.

"Morning, I made coffee." "Thanks." I smiled at sat down at her table. "So, uh do you want to dinner with me tonight?" I couldn't believe she was asking me out. Finally. "As friends... You know, I know you're not into that..." She trailed off. Damn it. "Thanks Ymir. I'd love too." She nodded. .

That Night, Ymir's POV

Tonight is the night. I'm going to ask out Christa tonight. I put on a nice shirt and a pair of slacks. I told Christa it was going to be a nice place. I put my hands in my pockets and paced around the room. The air seemed tight. I couldn't keep hiding it.

I have to keep my shit together. No sappy stuff. I walked out the door. I finally decided to take out my dads deep maroon 1973 muscle car. He never used it any more. I thought it would be romantic.

Christa's POV

I looked into the mirror. I wore a bright yellow dress that went just above my knees. I checked the clock every other minute. Tonight was the night I confess. I couldn't keep my head on straight. Ymir only thinks of me as a friend. I don't even think she's over Lena.

Finally it was 6:00. The doorbell rang. My heart was racing and skipping beats. Don't look nervous. Stop sweating, open the damn door. I stepped outside quickly. "Shall we?" Ymir asked. I stared at the car. It was wonderful. "I know it's not a limo or anything but-" "It's amazing, Limo's are a chiche." Ymir smiled. "I think so too."

Dinner.

Ymir looked like she was about to throw up. I bet I did too. I couldn't even look her in the face. "Ymir, I'm going to be straight up right now. I have... feelings for you. I-I don't know why uh, o-or how, I-I'm sorry." Holy shit. I said it.

Ymir's POV

I can't believe she likes me back. This is great. I looked up at her. My heart was racing. She looked super pale. I smiled up at her. "Well. If you want to do this again, and stuff... and go out with me and stuff, we could do that." I mumbled.

Christa's POV

"Oh my god, yes Ymir. I'd love too."

"You wanna stay over or go home?" Ymir asked. "I'd love to stay over." I blurted way too quick. I stumbled over everything into the house.

I turned and looked up at Ymir. It felt like hours staring at her. I stood on my toes. She crashed her lips on mine. I put my hand on her neck. She held me close. I couldn't believe it was happening.

A/N

I'M SO SORRY I'M SO SORRY I'M SO SORRY I'M SO SORRY I'M SO SORRY I'M SO SORRY I'M SO SORRY I'M SO SORRY I'M SO SORRY I'M SO SORRY I'M SO SORRY I'M SO SORRY I'M SO SORRY!

I've been busy moving. I'm going to TN, Whoo! I know how it feels to have a fan fiction not be updated as often as it should. I hate that. I almost thought about discontinuing it, but I recently read a fan fiction that was so wonderful, and they discontinued it on a cliffhanger.

It made me so mad. It hurt my feels too. I'm disappointing am I not? I wanted the first kiss to be better than this. I'm super disappointed in myself. I'm running out of ideas, so i might end it soon. Comment Ideas? ((You'll receive full credit.))

Should I keep it cute? Or should I add smut? >.<

Thanks for all of the 'chewing me out.' I felt really bad about it all.

What state/country do you live in?

-Kat (I change my name too damn much to even put it here.)