Philophobia

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The weird feeling started again.
The feeling I wanted to avoid
For my entire life.
Had came true again when
You appeared in my life.

The pain in my heart increased
As I fell for you.
The air in my lungs stuck
As I thought of you.

Reminded of bad memories,
I wanted to run away
Run away from you
Run away from these feelings.

I want to forget you.
I want to forget the reason why
I became the person who am I today.
But the fear held me back.
It held me back from loving you,
Chasing my happiness.

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