Battle is Not Over, Even When It's Won

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Battle is Not Over, Even When It's Won

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"He's alpha?"Mum sobbed.

"I'm afraid so."The doctor replied and I twiddled my fingers around. As a 14 year old, this was the last news I wanted to hear.

"What do we do?"My Dad asked and the doctor looked at me.

"Keep him away from any omegas."

My parents interpretation of that advice was to lock me away. I spent my days alone, I did my school work alone, and I rutted alone. Mum let me eat with the family, but I wasn't allowed outside the house without them. I was cooped up in the house and everyone knew what I was. That's the house with the alpha in it, beware kids. I just wanted to be free. I wanted to go to school and make friends, like everyone else. The only friends I'd ever had I hadn't talked to since I was 14. Mum had cut me off from them in fear one might just turn out omega. I cursed my gender and the role it had assigned me. Being alpha was the worst thing that had ever happened to me.

I remember my first rut very clearly. It was terrible.

"Mum, I don't feel very well."I moaned one morning after my diagnosis when I was still 14. I was hot and sweating. I could feel my cock thickening in my trousers. I adjusted myself uncomfortably and Mum looked up.

"Get to your room."She said shakily."You're in rut, get to your room."I backed up into my room and I heard Mum lock the door. I didn't really know what to do, but my body soon told me. I moaned, doubling over and falling face first onto my bed. I could feel my hips jerking without my permission. I got myself fully onto the bed and thrust down into it. I couldn't stop myself if I tried. Not that I was trying. I could feel my knot threatening to pop. I didn't know what it was at the time, but I could feel that it was all going to end. I wrapped the sheets tightly around my fists and buried my moans into my pillow. I almost screamed when I popped a knot for the first time, in my pants, rutting against my bed. The relief that flooded over me was short lived as I felt my dick thickening almost as soon as my knot had gone down. I didn't realize that being an alpha could suck as bad as this did.

My life was never normal after that. I was confined before, but Mum tightened the reins after that. She wouldn't let me out of the house for a week before my rut and a week afterwards. She didn't even look at me. I would've done anything for just one night to be normal and I got it. I got it, but it wasn't what I expected out of it.

"Harry, listen to me, I've heard about a party down the street. I want you to go."Gemma said sitting on my bed one night before I was supposed to go to sleep. Gemma was a beta and my sister. Mum let her go anywhere she liked. I was the dangerous one.

"Gem, you know I can't."I mumbled and she grabbed my face.

"Harry, you have a knot, it doesn't make you an out of control maniac. You're coming with me."I whined that I didn't want to."The only way out of this prison is through a mate and how do you expect to find one in here?"She asked gesturing to the bars on my windows. I looked at the floor.

"I don't want to hurt anyone Gem."

"You won't, I promise."She cooed."You're the sweetest alpha I've ever met, Harry."I pulled her hand off my face and just held it for a few minutes.

"Bedtime!"Mum yelled.

"Actually, I was thinking of taking Harry to a beta only party."Gemma said and Mum nodded."OK, but you know the rules."The rules:

1. Never leave Harry alone.

2. If you lose him you must be sure to warn everyone of what he's capable of.

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