Ciel Phantomhive X Reader ( Together Forever )

A Sudden Disappearance

(Y/N)'s POV

Two months have gone by peacefully, with casual visits from Lizzy and Prince Soma. Ciel and I were the same as usual, nothing seemed out of the ordinary, but then...

"My Lady! Please! It's an urgent matter! The young master has gone missing" Mey-rin says shaking me awake and on the verge of tears. I immediately sit up out of my bed and bolt down stairs to where I might find Sebastian. "SEBASTIAN!" I call desperately and on my command he comes forth "Yes, my lady?" he says calmly "Give me information on the current situation, where is Ciel" I command once more. "My lady, I had a feeling you'd ask that and well, you see, even I have come across a rather, interesting problem. Trancy along with his butler have kidnapped Ciel and have put the soul of Alois Trancy within him. Ciel has lost his memories once more and believes that we are the enemy". I freeze and analyze the situation at hand fearfully and carefully. "W-what should we do?" I say, though afraid of his response "Nothing for now, it is not the time. We must wait until Ciel begins to recall us or realize who Claude really is because right now, Ciel had unintentionally ordered me not to step foot within Trancy Manor and until that order has been revoked, I'm stuck" Sebastian said, sighing. Knowing that Sebastian will retaliate, I keep my thoughts to myself. 'What's stopping me from going?' I begin to plan my journey.

'I'll head there at dawn and get there by nightfall, as Ciel is going to sleep. His memories may be gone, but that has nothing to do with the routine his body has set for itself, so the time should remain the same... I just want to see him....'. I plan my voyage, grabbing my backpack, some snacks, a map, rope, a knife, chalk, a flashlight, and my bow and arrows. I get dressed in all black attire that covers all but my face and put one black gloves and shoes as well. I tie my hair back so it won't be in my way.  Then, I set off.

Sneaking around the hallways and down the stairs to the door being sure that no one catches me, I head towards Trancy Manor. Along the way I use the chalk to mark the bottom of trees so that I won't have to use my map on the way back. Perhaps it's because I spent the time to bend down and mark the trees, but it has gotten dark already and I start to worry that Ciel might already be asleep 'I really wished I packed a watch...' 

Then, the Manor appears in my line of sight and I begin to move faster. Remembering the window to Alois Trancy's room from my last stay, I head towards there. I take the rope from my bag and tie a rock to the end, swinging it over a tree by Alois's window, and then I begin to climb. I make it to the top and I sit in a comfortable position, then I scan the window for signs of Ciel, nothing. Then the door flies open and in comes Ciel.... only... not Ciel. The person I perceive as Ciel is giving of an awful aura and is walking very differently with a strange smile on his face, then, "Ciel" begins to speak. "So this is what it feels like to be you huh? You're body is so small and delicate, like a flower which I promise to do my best to preserve" Ciel says stroking his own shoulders 'Trancy' I think to myself.
Sensing my presence Alois turns to the window and spots me " Oh wow! (Y/N) has come to pay me a visit! How wonderful" he whispers which sends shivers down my spine "So, how do you like it huh? Do you love me now? Now that I look like your BELOVED CIEL, HUH!? Will you finally love me and stay by my side" He says on the verge of tears 'It's not Ciel, it's not Ciel' I repeat within my head as my heart aches from seeing Ciel in such a distressed state " Why does he have everything that I don't!? WHY?! No, it's okay now, whats his is mine and whats mine is his, and that includes you (Y/N). We are one. ". Mustering up the courage I reply, "No, it's not true, I'll find a way, Ciel and I will be reunited once more, I promise you that, and you too Ciel! If you can hear me! I promise you, I'll find a way!" I begin to cry for a good minute when suddenly I hear "Who are you?".

It's Ciel, my Ciel, except not really. "It's me, (Y/N), do you really not remember?" My eyes begin to tear up once more. "Nonsense! I've never heard of such person! Claude, quick! Dispose of this thief!" And on the mark, Claude arrives in the room "Right away, your highness" he begins to head down stairs "C-ciel" I begin to cry "Just remember, I love you" and with that I jump off the tree abandoning the rope and sprint into the forest. I quickly take the flashlight out of my bag and follow the line of chalk markings. Not a minute later, I hear Claude running behind me and I begin to try to run faster. Getting tired, I trip and fall. Knowing I won't have enough time to stand back up, I quickly grab the knife from my bag.

Just as I do so, something comes up from behind me. I swing the knife behind me viciously, but they catch it. "My lady, what were you thinking? You shouldn't have run off, and it's dangerous to swing knifes at people you may not know". "Sebastian!" I say relieved "Shh, turn off the light, he may spot off, don't worry, I'll still be able to see the tree markings, after all, that is how ai found you in the first place, now shall we get going?" Sebastian then picks me up, off of my feet and sprints toward Phantomhive Manor. We head towards my room. "I'm sorry I did that Sebastian, I just couldn't wait" I say sorrowfully "No problem, my lady, just try not to do it again. If you want Ciel back, you must be patient." "I understand, I-it's just that I'm afraid to lose him" and with that I begin to break down in tears once more. A good two minutes pass and they begin to dry up, "Are you better now my lady?" He asks "I'll be fine" "Alright then, you should head to bed then, it's very late, and please, don't stress yourself out, he'll be back before you know it". I smile "thanks Sebastian" and with that, I begin to sleep...

Ciel's POV
'(Y/N), (Y/N). Why does that sound familiar. Just a simple name can make my heart burn, but why? Who was she? Now I'm hopping she got away. She said she loved me, right? But who'd love a stranger? I need to get to the bottom of this...'

A/N : Please do forgive my absence, but it's summer now, so I'll probably be able to finish the story. I hope you enjoyed and stay tuned!