Breaking Him [Completed ✓]

*****Chapter Twenty One*****

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Chapter Twenty One

Maryam's POV

"What was I doing here? " I asked my self immediately I fluttered my eyes open. I remember vividly that I locked my self in the bathroom so how did i land on my bed? Could he have brought me here again? No way he wouldn't dare do that! Who am I kidding, he's the only person who has access to my room jerk

How did I end up putting on a cloth? Could he have wore this gown for me? I hope he didn't see the horrible mark on my back? What if he sees it, it not like he cares

Last night was the most painful night ever for me. We both kept proving each other our side. Me trying to prove my love for him and him trying to show me that I don't worth him,I'm not the right girl for him, well Kareem you won and I lost. He called me a whore which was the most painful word he has said to me ever, not only that but he forced him self on me

Well why should I insist myself on him? It was still not late for me to open my eyes to reality....was it?. Love couldn't be force, i can't force him on me, he never in any chance deserve my love, he's a monster who knows nothing but to take advantage of innocent people which he will forever be. Starting today I will let him go, and letting him go means letting him do whatever he wanted to do with his life without me, after all I'm nothing but a trash and whore to him

Still lying on my bed, i rub my dried eyes, I turned and saw a note beside the table

I take a look at it for some minute before i realise that it was Kareem who wrote it

let talk some other time, I'm traveling today

KAREEM

Talk? How dare him said the word talk! How about the word sorry?!

"Oh how could I forget that the word sorry was not ever going to be in his vocabulary" I thought

So it was him who take me from the bathroom to here, how dare him touch me? I shivered at the thought of him holding me, i still couldn't get over what he did to me yesterday night, It was horrible and the thought of him and me in the same room suffocates me

I look into the mirror and saw how horrible I look. I remember how hard I've cried yesterday then I silently made a vow to my self

Don't ever cry for him again Maryam, be strong, stay strong, you can do this

***A week later***

In as much as I want to stay in some other place to get Kareem out of my head, i just didn't find the gut to tell Mom yet. I couldn't afford to break her heart, of all people it would be mom who would be the first person to get hurt if I should tell her that I've finally given up on her son. It would need me enough time to break it to her gently

But everything was different now, i no longer parade in the house every time he was around, instead I'll just lock my self in my room. He's back from wherever he went to but still haven't said anything, which I'm not ready to listen. Though it been five days now and we haven't seen each other which I'm grateful for

It's 8:00pm already and I know he's not coming home yet, i walk downstairs and met nanny in the kitchen cleaning. Immediately she saw me she smiled at me which I return back but mine was just fake, i couldn't let her notice anything going on

"My dear, are you alright? I notice since a week ago now, you've been always quite and likes locking your self up in your room, any problem?"

"Not at all nanny, I'm just weak"