Remember Me For Centuries

he tastes like you only sweeter

"you were right! this is great!" I said with a laugh. I felt like time was stopping and starting and slow at the same time. this weird euphoric feeling spread across my body making me feel giddy and making me say things I didn't want to say. I was just so carefree

"I'm always right." he smiled and learned his seat straight back to a laying position and I did the same.

"you're funny too"

"you know I love you right?" he laughed.

"I know. I figured you were going to tell me yesterday. You should love me." I said.

"so I'm not allowed to love you because your with Patrick? that's like saying I can't like pizza because its someone else's favorite food." he said making me giggle again.

"I'm hungry." I said now realizing it."

"me too. weed does that. do you love me back?" Pete asked.

"I don't know if I even love Patrick, I have no Idea what love is. I like being around you." I said.

"I know you love him. the way you look at him is just so different than how you look at me. plus you're planning on losing your v-card to him." I laughed at Pete's words where I normally would be offended or embarrassed

"I'm not surprised you know, creepy Pete."

"I just herd you guys talking. your not supposed to do that unless you really love someone." he said

"I might love Patrick, I don't know yet. I just feel like its time, I'm almost eighteen. plus I know he doesn't just want sex from me."

"ouch! was that a shot at me? I'm going to pretend its not. you should keep it, its a really cool thing to have. I wish I would of kept mine. maybe then I could of lost it to someone like you." he said and I felt this feeling sort of like shock run up my spine.

"at least you have experience. I'm so scared." I said. I was telling him things I wouldn't normally say.

"if your scared, don't do it."

"I want to, its not Patrick I'm iffy about its how its going to feel." I said and he understood.

"it will hurt at first. first times are never that great" he said

"I know. what was yours like?" I asked making him smirk.

"the girl was way more experienced than me And I was like fifteen and she was sixteen. and she was like crawling on top of me and doing all the work. but I couldn't really keep it up because I was so worried and scared. so she got pissed and left and I cried." he laughed.

"well that doesn't give me hope." I laughed.

"you asked!"

"well it didn't change my mind I still want to lose it." I said

"it wasn't supposed to" he argued.

"yes it was." I said

"how do you know?"

"because you've been trying to talk me out of it since we've been talking about it. I feel like you're jealous."

"I am." he smiles.

"knew it." I said simply.

"I love you." he said.

"quit saying that." I laughed.

"no, I refuse to hide it anymore." he said.

"we both have to." I said then thought about my comment but it was too late. in my high state, this too was funny to me.