never began | chanlix

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edit; [sept. 13, 2020] Woojin free story... he's been replaced with Alan... from Cravity...

What if Felix never debuts with Stray Kids. What if JYP was so insistent of Felix not debuting that it happened. Felix is sent back to be a trainee. He works the hardest out of everyone in the company. He is seeking for perfection to please JYP, so he could be added to Stray Kids late. He knew that the chance of that happening is close to nothing. He breaks down practicing night after night. He stops eating and practices day and night.

Chan and Felix had been really close since they meet and everyone thought it was just because they came from the same place and speak the same language. The truth was that Felix and Chan were dating. Felix knew he might not debut so he put in all of his efforts but none of it works. Chan tries to help him but he doesn't see the whole picture.

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"The biggest problem wasn't your4 dance mistake. When you rap, it's not attractive at all. The reason why? You still can't speak Korean well, right," JYP asked.

"Yes," I replied.

"So when your rapping it doesn't sound like speaking. You won't be able to go on together. You've worked hard, you've always worked hard Felix," he said and left the room. 

Everything quiet until I couldn't keep the tears in. Jisung walked over to me and hugged me. I cried into his shoulder saying how sorry I was.