Paris || TPD [1]

[1] "Gotta blast.."

I am so pissed, I'm writing on my laptop and editing on my phone. It usually doesn't do this but oh my lordy it did! So my I went on my phone to fix a few things but the whole damn chapter wasn't saving i don't know why because on my computer i kept saving it and turns out it didn't..

i hate this so much I'm triggered. already in the first chapter too. so i have to rewrite the whole chapter and bro i finished it and i was about to post it. talk about procrastination.. But don't worry i'll finish it. :(

-O

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The human race is the most superior yet complicated in other words, we're stupid as fuck.

"He'll call, trust me."

I lightly shook my head, I went on a date with guy named Sammy from my school and he still hasn't called me and i'm pretty pissed about it. If you're going to go on a date with a girl, then not enjoy it let the girl know and not have her wonder whether she did something wrong or not.

"No he won't. He pro-" I'm interrupted by my phone ringing, i jumped up practically diving for it. "hello?"

"Do you accept this call from Mystic Falls Prison? If yes, this call will be mon-" I quickly declined the call and slammed my phone on the table "of course he of all people call.."

Bonnie shook her head "he's your uncle, he will be calling despite your efforts of completely avoiding him."

I know she's right but i hope she's wrong. does that make any sense, no.

Do I care? Nope.
My uncle was arrested about 8 years ago, I have no interest in talking to him whatsoever.

I look down to see Mona texting me for the 100th time in the last hour, I sigh and look at my bestie. "Gotta blast, Mona wants me home for some reason."

"maybe because it's 8pm and you haven't texted her since it was 9am saying your going to the grill with Care and I.. But hey I could be wrong"

This woman really does get under my skin but I love her for it. "listen i gotta go and hey you may be right but I don't really care if Mona calls me saying that she wants me home or else she's going to ground me."

she stood up and dragged me to her front door "leave my house."

"Woah.. everything okay?" papa bennett said poking his head from the kitchen.

She chuckles "she's worrying the Reed's again and so I decided to kick her out for the night and have her go home." i huff and open the door "bye Paris.."

"Bye Bonnie I'll see you tomorrow, first day of school. I bet your excited."

I closed her door and quickly jogged to my house, my adopted parents moved into the neighborhood awhile ago and they so happen to live less than five minutes away from Bonnies house.

I walked inside "I'm home!" I said as I went into my room. I grabbed a few candles and my trustee lighter, I drew a bath and thought about my last bath. It's been forever since I last had a bath, they  are literally the best stress relievers.

I got undressed and got into the tub, I grabbed one of the candles sitting on the toilet and my lighter. I flicked the lighter.

Nothing.

I tried again and to my avail, not even a spark. So much for my 'trustee' lighter.. I tried again and again. I threw my lighter at the wall and I expected something to happen but nothing did.

Am I the only one that kind of hopes that something happens? like if I threw a plate at the wall, I know it will break but I just get more frustrated if it didn't break knowing that it was supposed to..

I groaned in frustration and dunked my head under water, the world is nothing but an imagination right now.

all there is, is darkness.

Before I know it most of the air in my lungs is gone, nothing but a figment of my mind. Next thing I know all the air is gone and I'm above the water heaving as much air as my greedy lungs can even handle.

I look up to see the candles lit and light is out, not at all how I left it before I basically drowned myself. Almost drowning is a reminder that i like to try, just saying that the thing that is a basic necessity in life that could easily kill us all the same.

But I am awestruck by the candles automatically lighting themselves, I don't remember the lighter working.

"The fuck?"

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I hope that you guys enjoyed the first chapter, its not as good as I originally wrote it but its just as good and I decided that you guys can meet Mona and Jared in chapter two. I'm still pissed and I'm taking as many precautions on how to not delete the whole chapter again.

Hopefully this doesn't delete.

-O

word count: 862

chapter completed: 4/21/19