Bungo Stray Dogs: Two-edged love.

Chapter 3: You Have to Learn

We stopped for a moment behind a building that was empty. The Port Mafia was still on our tail but we were sure we had lost them.

I look at Chuuya "What now?" I say in a tearful voice. Hopping for some form of an answer to come from his lips. "I don't know." He put his hand on his neck. "It's very dark outside, I can't think like this."

I gripped on his jacket. Sobbing on him, and wailing for my parents to come back. He wasn't saying anything there was only a look of sorrow on his face he wrapped his strong arms around me. He caressed my hair in a soothing manner and gripped on harder.

"I understand... after all I don't remember my parents at all." Chuuya said. "I didn't even get to say goodbye." I nod at his words, still saying silent.

"No matter what you do, I'll be there for you." I said and looked at him tipping his chin, towards me. He stared at my face, looking deep into my (E/C) eyes. I gave him a warm hearted smile. "Don't worry i will always be here for you and your friends too, no matter what."

Chuuya looked at me and frowned. "Weirdo. We only just met and yet I feel like this is a dramn movie!" he chuckled, I couldn't even laugh at his joke, especially since what i witnessed earlier. "But..... i will take your words into consideration, princess!"

"I'm not a princess, snowflake, little brat, or strawberry! What's with the nicknames anyway!?" I finally started to whine to him and start to playfully smacked him, and continued on for a while til he caught my arm in annoyance.

"What's wrong with the nicknames?" He smirked bring his face closer to mine. A small blush begins to spread across my cheeks.

"OFF!' i slapped his arm away and started to walk out of the ally. "I'm still not sharing a room with you, pervert! Now let's go!"

"Heh, good to see you still have an attitude." He muttered under his breath. While he followed after me.

Chuuya's P.O.V........

Who knew that a guy like me would run into a girl like her? She's really nothing like me.... She's better than me. Way better. So much better.... I wasn't lying when I said I felt like I was in a drama because in dramas you only see the men loving and caring, sweet and kind, and they also fall in love at first sight. True love just what exactly is that? I always hear french words, Japanese, english, even spanish words of love. Je T'aime, Te amo, I love you, and aishite. There's no way i could keep off.

I would do anything for her whether she hated it or not. I cannot answer the meaning of love for I haven't fully felt it. Maybe this is just a mere crush cause she's so pretty. I can't be doing this at this moment for I have priorities, as a leader for sheep. I cannot risk my life for one measly girl. It was quite stupid. I really have to learn. Keep my emotions in check cause if I don't, then i could be risking the lives of others, like my friends.

She is now my friend. But I cannot consider loving her, for she is naive and too fragile, I already have enough to look after, how could I possibly look after another person? She has no ability, so utterly useless. 'But that's why... you love her... she's normal and just absolutely a perfect personality for me, so perfect for any man that respects a proper woman and doesn't care about looks. Do i have the right to even call her by her first name, and if i wish honey or babe in the future.'

'That explains a lot. The reason I couldn't properly like someone was because i was looking at their beauty not caring about anything else. How stupid am I?'

With so many thoughts that overflow my mind I cannot, get rid of them. No not at all. (Y/N) probably got lost and is trying to figure out where I went. "You there~!" I heard a voice, turned around to find out where it was coming from and saw that boy from earlier.