I'm drunk out of my mind in a bathroom stall at a club in Newport getting my dick sucked by a blonde bimbo whose name I can't even remember. "Is this good baby?"
Ugh I hate when they talk just get the job done and get the fuck out. "Yes just like that keep going."
"Oh my god Joel you are way too sexy" why the hell did I give this bitch my name she's probably going to be like one of those clingy ass stalkers I can already tell.
The only reason I enjoy fucking random chicks and getting my cock sucked by them is because I always imagine it being my Nicole, how funny is it that we've been broken up for four years three months and two weeks and I still think of her as my Nicole, probably because in my mind she will always belong to me.
After I ended things with Nicole I moved to a small town in Houston Texas. I lived there for about 8 months until loneliness finally took over and I moved back to Newport Beach California to live with my best friend Benji.
The day I broke up with Nicole was the day my life ended, I may be physically living but emotionally I died the second I let my angel walk right out of my life. I guess sometimes in life you have to make a sacrifice even if that means you lose the most important person in your life, in this case I lost the love of my life in order to save my sister's life but nobody knows that.
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It Was Always You
RomanceThe heart wants what it wants, right? I never fully understood the meaning of that until now. Joel: The day I left Nicole was the day my life changed, I lost myself in the process of losing her. Little did she know that it wasn't my doing at all bu...
