I woke up in the middle of the night to a screaming sound, I jumped out from bed and noticed Nicole wasn't by my side and immediately my heart dropped. I ran downstairs to find her on the kitchen floor with water going all down her legs, right then and there I knew this was the moment our baby was coming. Carrying Nicky to the car I broke about 20 traffic violations to get her to the hospital on time.
"I can't breath Joel I can't do this I please please make it stop" motherfucking hell I hate seeing her in pain, but I guess this is the whole baby process right? About 4 minutes later we got to the hospital and I carried Nicole in and yelled at the doctors to get her a room now.
"Fuck my lifeeee i'm going to die, you did this to me J you should be the one in pain not me damn it" I couldn't help but laugh she's so cute sometimes when she's furious.
"Cmon Nicole just a little longer I can see the baby's head sticking out already" once the doctor said that I felt sick to my stomach because suddenly this all felt so real.
Before I had time to process any of this I heard the most amazing sound in the world, my baby girl's crying voice and that was when Nicole and I started crying as well.
"Oh my god J she's beautiful I can't believe we have a little girl she's so perfect"
She really was beyond perfect. "I know baby now I have two beautiful angels in my life, I love you two so much Nicky."
"We love you more J but we haven't even picked out a name yet for her" damn it was true we hadn't picked out a name.
"I have a suggestion tell me how you feel about it?" nodding my head she told me she wanted to name our baby Savannah.
"Savannah my sisters name?"
"Ya is that okay? I just feel right after everything that happened especially because it was my father's fault, and i'm not only saying it out of guilt I always felt a connection with your sister." Growing up my sister and I hadn't always been the closest siblings but I did love her endlessly so naming my baby after her meant the world to me.
"That sounds perfect my love, thank you so much you're perfect and savannah is perfect."
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It Was Always You
RomanceThe heart wants what it wants, right? I never fully understood the meaning of that until now. Joel: The day I left Nicole was the day my life changed, I lost myself in the process of losing her. Little did she know that it wasn't my doing at all bu...
