Harry Styles Imagines (completed)

our realtionship kept quiet

I have sat back and watched as Harr has been seen and linked with different women from singer, models, to actresses and I have had enough. I have told him how I feel about it and he has told me he is keeping us a secret to protect me. and we have fought about it and today is no different.

"How many times do I have to tell you I'm keeping this relationship quiet in order to protect you?" he asked

"And how many times have I told you that I don't want you to protect me from the hate. I am a big girl who can take care of my battles if need to. and I hardly go on social media and the approaching don't frighten me? " I asked

He sighed and shook his head

" When are you gonna be done with hearing news and crap about you being linked with a girl that isn't really your girl. Or are you ?" I asked

He looked up at me

"I am beyond done with hearing that crap. But like I said I am doing this to protect you," he tells me

"Why don't you worry about protecting me from a broken heart or something else besides the paparazzi and such?"

"Look I have to go out on this date that management set up. I will see you when I get back."

"Maybe you will and maybe you won't," I say in hopes to keep him from going.

But it's no such luck when I watch him grab his keys and walk out the door.

I sat there on the floor crying. I felt that this relationship was not worth anything. I mean we have been hidden from everyone and I mean everyone including our families.

I hate that I can't tell my family how happy I am with him. How great he is treating me. How he is all I ever wanted and more. But with his "I am doing this for your protection" I can't tell or say anything to anyone.

I wiped my eyes stood up took a much-needed relaxing shower slipped on my night clothes and got ready for bed. I heard the sound of Harry's Chealse boots hitting the floor as he climbed the stairs and down the hall to our room.

I crawled into the bed and grabbed my book and started reading it as he walked into the room.

"I am sorry," he says

I said nothing just continued to read.

" I didn't go on the date" he tries again

"ok" I finally say.

He sighs and shut the bedroom door and walk further into the room and sits on his side of the bed.

"Let me make it up to you"

"No thank you, I will pass on that."

"Stop being hard headed and let me make up to you"

I closed my book and placed it to the side

"I said no thank you.reguardless of being hard headed or not, I am not going just let this go and act like this doesn't bother me and you taking me out or getting me something will change how this is. no matter what you do to make it up or how you think will make it up to me. I will not change the fact you are not wanting to let this realtionship be known. We have kept this from our friends our families and everyone."

He said nothing and just sat there so I kept going

"Never in all the years of knowing you would I ever think that you would keep someone that is important to you from your mom and sister. Or your fans. Never did I ever think that once you found the one or who is supposed to be her., would you ever hide her. I always thought you will basically shot it from the rooftops that you met the girl of your dreams the one you wished for every night, the one you prayed for, the one that you went through so much and was rewarded for all the hell and other things you went through till meeting her. But I am wrong and that is ok. I have been wrong about things before. Just this one is surprising in ways and some it's not."

After I said all that and he said nothing I bid him a good night and went to bed curled up under the covers and cried myself softly to sleep.