Harry Styles Imagines (completed)

feeling unwanted

"I just want everyone to know I am your's and you are mine, I don't care if I get hate, or the fans and paparazzi don't like us being together," I tell him as we have another fight about our secret realtionship.

"And I am trying to keep you from being hurt," he said as his tone got deeper and rougher which only meant he was getting angry.

"Do you think I care about being hurt by them?" I asked

he looked at me and when to answer but I cut him off

"I don't care if they hurt me. I do care about you and if you hurt me"

"I won't hurt you"

I fought back the tears and closed my eyes trying not to sub come to the pain I felt. Before I opened my eyes and looked at him.

"You think that you being rumored with "girlfriends" and management telling you to go out with another girl isn't hurting me?"

"Or the fact that every time I am asked hey wanna go out or hang out I can't reply. no sorry, my boyfriend and I are gonna be doing something together."

I looked at him as he said nothing and I just nodded my head

"You know what fine, if it makes you happy, then keep your realtionship a secret. I am done ok"

my breathing became hard and my voice harsh but I am sick of feeling unwanted by him. Yes, he may love me and shows me when we are behind closed doors, but I want to show it outside and to the whole world.

"You're done?" he asked

I nodded my head

"what do you mean you're done?"

"Exactly what I said "

"You're not done."

"Don't tell me what I can and can't be Harry, you don't own me, and apparently you don't really love me"

I gasped for air before I continued

"Because if you really loved someone you wouldn't make them feel unwanted, you wouldn't keep them a secret."

I was on a roll and I wasn't gonna stop till he knew how I felt.

"If you loved someone you would tell everyone just how in love with that person you are"

I walked off after saying my peace and headed to the room where I grabbed my suitcase and duffle bag and started packing up my clothes.

"You are not leaving me"

"Oh yea"

He nodded

"Watch me."

I loaded up my suitcase and bag before closing them up and headed out of the bedroom and down the stairs to the front door.

He ran past me and blocked the door with his body

"move Harry."

"No"

I broke down right then and there not fighting the pain anymore. I was done with this fight and I wanted to go and mend my broken heart.

"You can't leave me. I won't let you leave me. I love you and I am so sorry I hurt you by keeping us a secret. I am just doing what I thought was right in order to protect you."

I wiped my eyes and sniffled as I looked at him and seen him crying as well which broke my heart even more.

"I am not gonna stay with you and be kept a secret. I have every right in this world to brag about being with you, spending time with you, going out with you, and freaking loving you"

I dropped to the floor covered my face and cried my heart out. The pain and heartache won. I never really gave it much of a fight.

He walked over and sat beside me on the floor and held me close

"you don't get to decide things like keeping our realtionship a secret. it's not just you that is involved in the matter it's me as well. and I am not gonna be in this realtionship anymore if I can't broadcast it to everyone that we are together and have been for over a year."

"We won't any more baby"

He lifted up my head and brushed my hair from my face and wiped away my tears.

"I love you and I am so sorry that I made you feel as if you were unwanted when you are more then wanted by me baby..you are needed"

I sniffled and looked at him.

"You have an odd way of showing me just how needed I am"

he chuckled a little then stopped quickly and nodded his head.

"I know and I am sorry"

he wiped more of my tears away then helped me up as he grabbed my bag and suitcase taking them right back upstairs leaving me standing in the entryway. He walked back down with a wet cloth and walked over to me wiping my face and kissing it all over before he tossed the rag grabbed my hand and walked out the door.

"Where we going?"

"To tell and show the world that we are together and not gonna be apart no matter what we may face or the hate you will get"

I smiled and nodded

"thank you"

he nodded and kissed my cheek.