Feeling lonely

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"No you go on, I am fine," I tell him

"You sure?" he asked

I don't want him to go but I know he really wants to go out with his mates and do some catching up. So I lie.

"Yea go out and have fun with your friends," I tell him

He smiled and kissed my cheeks then nose making me laugh. then he kissed my lips.

"Thank you so much, you don't know how much this means to me," he tells you before he goes to get dressed then heads out the door with a quick bye.

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That has gone on for weeks and everyone he wants to go out but doesn't say he does I just know he wants to go hang out with his mates you always tell him what you did the last time.

Now here I am sitting alone in our house while he is with his friends.

I know I could tell him I want to spend time with him without him going out but the look on his face when he is told to go is just so happy. and I am not one to make him upset. Although I don't think he would be if he was to stay in with me or go out with me.

After watching tv, cooking and eating dinner then doing up the dishes I came up with an Idea. one where I wouldn't fully feel lonely and that is where tomorrow when he goes out so, will I but not with him. I will take my self on a nice date and just enjoy it.

I headed upstairs took a nice hot shower, got dried off and dressed before I turned in early so I will be well rest and ready for my date.

Before I went to sleep I decided to read in my book for a little while.

"Baby I am home" I hear

"Bedroom" I call back

After closing and placing my book to the side I look at the bedroom door and watch a half-drunk Harry stagger inside the bedroom. And at that moment all my plans have gone out the window. The going to bed early, the date, treating myself. All have vanished as I get up help Harry to bed strip him to his boxers then walk into the bathroom grab some Advil and come back and place it on the bedside table.

Once I have Harry in bed and tucked in good I place a can next to his side of the bed.

"I had a great time baby, it was so much fun and the drinks was so good," he tells me in his drunken state.

"Well try to sleep it off ok," I tell him

"No can do I have to spend time with you, lately I have been avoiding you and spending time with the guys and it's not very nice of me to do that" he assures me

I went to say something but when I looked at him he had fallen asleep.

I sighed softly before climbed into bed kissed his temple and curled up beside him once I turned the lights off.



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