Initiate // Sterek

// eleven //

"He could have died!"

"I had no choice! We've had this argument too many times Scott, I'm not going to keep telling you. "

"Whatever, why is he still unconscious, the bite isn't supposed to do that is it?"

"No, its not. I don't know why he hasn't woken up yet. It's been three weeks."

The voices were distant, but I could still make out what they were saying. Scott and Derek were arguing again. They've been at it non-stop since my mind became conscious again. I wish I could wake up and slap them both in the face just to shut them up.

There was a dull ache in my head and my body that I was trying to ignore, but it was hard to. I could feel one of those tubes in my arm, giving me blood and I thought momentarily that we might be in a hospital. But it was too quiet for a hospital, and the head werewolves or whatever probably wouldn't have allowed me to be taken out of the compound. Honestly, I don't know how I wasn't dead yet. I couldn't be that valuable.

Scott had came by a lot since it happened, and I just wish I could've talked to him. He poured his heart out to me one night, it was just him and me. He probably didn't think that I could hear him.

"Stiles, I don't know if you can hear me, but I jut wanted to tell you that I'm so sorry." He said, I could practically hear the lump in his throat. "I'm your best friend since we were four, and I was just so insensitive to you and your feelings because I was too busy thinking about myself." Scott said shyly, as he sniffled. "The thing is, I still don't have all my memories back, so I can't remember most of the last few weeks before we came here. I had been here two weeks or so before you got here, and Isaac was the closest thing I had to a friend, I thought I'd lost you," He said, pausing for a minute. "When you showed up here, I was in shock. I was afraid I'd lose you again so I tried to keep my distance. And then you got closer to Derek, and God he just gets on my nerves. But I'm trying Stiles. I really am. And when you wake up, and I know you will wake up, I will do everything I can to make it up to you. I mean it Stiles. I miss you. Please wake up."

~

"How do you know he can even hear me?" I heard one of the twins say. "We don't know he can, but you still need to do this." Scott replied.

"But we didn't do anything to him! We barely ever talked to him!" The other said, backing the first one up. "I don't care. I'm pretty sure you've been douches to him at some point. Just say sorry." Scott said harshly.

It had been a while since Derek was here, and I was wondering where he was. Not that I was clingy or anything, I just hoped he was alright.

"Okay here goes," One said, before signing loudly. "Stiles, it's Aiden. I just wanted to say that I'm sorry if I have ever been an ass to you, it's just the way I am." Aiden said. I couldn't tell whether he was being genuine or not, but it didn't matter. I was still glad he had said it.

"Me too Stiles," Ethan said after Aiden. "We don't usually makes friends with many other people. I don't mean to be rude if I ever am, it just kind of happens." He said, somewhat sadly. "For the record, if you didn't have Derek and I didn't have my boyfriend Danny at home, I would totally wanna hook up with you." I wanted to smile at that, because I was happy they were being honest. If there's one thing I hate, its people trying to cover up their actions with lame excuses like "I had a bad day." The twins were straight out saying that they know they shouldn't be asses but it was the way they were, and I could accept that.

~

I slept for a few more hours before I heard the door open again and Erica's loud voice fill the room and her heels click against the floor.

"You first Boyd." Erica said calmly.

"Um... Hey Stiles... I know we never talked much but that's just because I don't 'make friends'. Erica is the only friend I've had since fourth grade and I guess I just wasn't ready to open myself up to more people. I'm just not that type of person. So yeah, i-when you wake up just know that I'm not staying away from you out of spite, alright? It's just me." He said, in his usual tone.

Honestly, all of these apologies were overwhelming. And I know for a fact that if they had said it to my face I would probably say some sarcastic remark, so I was kind of glad I wasn't awake.

Boyd's footsteps left the room, and I heard Erica sit down on a chair beside the bed.

There was silence for a few minutes she spoke. "I'm not one for words Stilinski, but you're probably the bravest guy I've ever seen. The way Derek said you took on that monster was amazing, and I don't think I could ever do anything like that. And I'm sorry for leaving you when you wanted to help Derek, you were just being brave again while I was being a wimp. This whole thing scares me to death Stiles," I wished I could laugh at the irony of that last bit. "But you just did what was right and you were just like Batman. You're our Batman. Even Derek knows it." She said. I wouldn't have thought of Erica as a wimp, and I didn't think she was one. I wished I could tell her.

I wanted so desperately to wake up, or move, or something. But, nothing. Nothing was happening.

The pain came back, forcing me to fall asleep once again