A/N: To understand this chapter, you need to have read The Joker's Sister, which is the prequel to this book.
Dear Cho,
During these past few years, I made a new sister! Her name is Eui, and she is so fun! She is actually one of your friends and was there for me when you died! I wish you didn't die... Why did you die? Why did you leave me all alone? I wish I wasn't alone... I guess you sort of helped me in a way... I was asked to write STIGMA for our album, WINGS, but I was struggling... and then I remembered how I couldn't keep you safe... I'm so sorry but my wounds go so deep.
Deeper, deeper, the wound just gets deeper.
Like pieces of broken glass that I can't reverse
Deeper, it's just the heart that hurts every day
(You) who was punished in my stead
You who were only delicate and fragile
We found out that two of our staff were very bad people, and they got fired... but luckily, we have the other girls! Cho, please watch over Mi-Hi - I know she's having trouble... I miss you, Cho... I see my sister and Namjoon... And there's Eui and Yoongi-Hyung... even Areum and kookie-ah are getting along! I really want you back... I want your smile, your hands, your beautiful face, your everything! I just wish you were here...
Do you still remember me? Do you still listen to me? Do you still wonder why I behave... how do you say it... like an alien? I still wonder about you, and what could've happened if you hadn't died.
Maybe if I died... could I be with you? No... that would be selfish... I should think about everyone else too, shouldn't I? And even if I did kill myself... I don't think I'll end up with you... I'll probably go to the place where people who commit suicide go... and you didn't take your own life, but sacrificed yourself... Oh, wow, I'm going on and on aren't I?
I love you, Cho, and I always will... I'm still having trouble finding someone else, though... But I will, hopefully, eventually, and then I'll be able to carry out your last wish!
Yours only,
TaeTae
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