Random Gay Outsiders Stuff

Dally X Darry

The Prompt was: "Please Don't Leave."
TW: Rape. Self Harm(punching himself)
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Dally sat on the bed unmoving. He's been here for hours just staring at the brown stained wall. He didn't want it. He kept repeating that over and over again to himself trying to make himself feel better. If that were true why did he get hard? Why did he have an orgasm if he didn't fucking want it. He hits his Thigh a few times hoping to leave a bruise. He asks himself why he wants to leave more bruises when he got enough from... him.

His lip starts to quiver and he starts to shake as he closes his legs feeling the hands on his body. The hands that haven't even been near him in 6 hours. He lays back on the bed curling in on himself and cries out from the pain. He should go to the hospital see if he's okay. But do you really think Dallas Winston is going to go to a hospital? Hell no. He whimpers and gets under the covers, trying to hide himself as much as possible.

He's sickened with himself.
He feels like he's going to puke.

'Why did you come you gross fuck'
'You cheater. You came even though you're taken by Darry.'
'Hes never going to forgive me..'

He has the sudden urge to take a shower. He needs to feel clean. He needs to wash the feeling if his hands off of him. He needs it off, he needs to be clean. He runs to the shower and turns it on noticing the steam already building in the room. He steps under the blistering Spray and hisses feeling it burn it's way down his body. He wants it that way. The hotter the water, the cleaner he'll be. He grabs the scrubby thing and scratches aganst his skin over and over again trying to wash the feeling of hands and nails digging into him. He cries and lean this forehead against the wall when he realizes he can't get it off.

"Fuck... What did I do to fucking deserve this."  He cries out. He find himself on the floor of the bathtub hot water running onto his usually pale skin, making it a deep red. He spaces out for a while not being about to get HIM out of his mind.

"Dally? I'm home!" Darry walks through the door downstairs. He's been art work all day and just wants to cuddle up Next to his amazing boyfriend. He hears the shower running upstairs and walks up them. He goes into their room and takes off his shirt, he just wants to be with Dally Tonight. He hears crying come from the bathroom and walks over to the door listening more closely.

"Baby?" Darry asks putting his hand in the doorknob. When Dally doesn't respond back darry gets this deep bad feeling in his gut.

"I'm coming in." He says opening the door. Steam piles out if the room and into his face. He looks over to the shower and takes a few hugs strides iver and ripping the curtain open. He feels the hot water hit his skin and he hisses out. He imediantly goes and turn than water off seeing Dallys skin all red.

"Dally! What the hell?!" He asks looking at Dally. Dally just closes into himself and sobs. Darry runs to the cupboard and gets a towel running back over and puttung it over Dallys shoulders. The whole time feeling panic overtake him. Dallys shaking as if he's cold, but he can't be considering he just had boiling water all over him.

"Dar- dar-" Dally tries to say Darrys name but he can't through his sobs. Darry gets him out of the tub and dries him off. He stops and sees bruises on his hips and on his wrists. He feels overwhelmed with sadness.

"You... You cheated on me?!" He yells looking at Dally with pain and madness in his eyes. Dally tears up and shakes his head no.

"No.. no. No. No I didn't please." Dally says choking over his own sobs. Darry helps him into the bedroom and sits him on the bed going to the dresser to get Dallys clothes. And soon Dallys dressed still sobbing.

"How do you explain that then?" Darry says pointing to Dallys wrists. Dally shakes his head, hair getting into his face.

"Didn't.. didn't w- wa- want it." Dally says through sobs. Darry looks at Dally in shock he takes in a big shaking breath. 'Didnt want it... Goddamnit no. My baby..' he thinks.

"Please Don't leave." Dally says sobbing and shaking Darry looks at him with confusion, and runs over to him. He sits next to Dally and pulls him in close. He wraps his arms tightly around Dallys small frame, well small compared to Darry. Dally turns and sobs into his shirt.

"Oh baby. God. Fuck it's okay shhhh." Darry says tears coming to his eyes.

"I'm- I'm so sorry!" Dally sobs out remembering how he came during it. Darry looks down with suprise.

"Sorry? No! No you can't be sorry about this! It's not your fault!" Darry says shaking his head. He kisses Dallys forehead and lays him on the bed, seeing Dally wince. Dally coughs and sobs again.

"I.. Darry I'm sorry... I came Darry fuck!" He screams he sits up quickly hurting himself in the process. He lean against the headboard and brings his knees up. Darry looks at him, sad out if his mind.

"No baby... That's not your fault. Baby boy." Darry comes up to wear he is and hugs him tight. He feels Dally relax into his hold. "That's not your fault baby. You didn't want it,.that's all the matters. That's a natural response to things Dally... You can't control your body that well, no one can." Darry says getting the hair out of Dallys face. Dally looks up with hope in his eyes.

"R-Really?" He asks tears still falling down his face. Darry nods with a small smile. Dally smiles back a little bit then leans into Darrys hug. Darey lays Them both down again. And gets the blanket pulling it over them. He pulls Dally into him and hugs him tight. Dally cuddles into Darrys shirt. He clings onto Darry never wanting to let go.

"I love you Dally. It's gonna be okay.." Darry says to the boy in his arms. Dally looks up at him tears in his eyes.

"I love you too." He says with a small, pained smile. He cuddles back into Darry strong arms feeling safer than ever.

And that's how they fall asleep.

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This really sucks. Sorry for the errors btw!