Depression sucks
It's like theres constantly a fist in my ribs, yet my head is almost empty. I feel lost and empty. I can sit up for hours thinking, but also never thinking. Like I'm floating through the emotional sea and I feel everything but my mind doesn't register anything. For hours.
Fuck depression though man. It sucks ass. There are times when it feels as though there is no reason to continue moving forward and I've fought for life to much to be able to give it up now.
I'm sick of feeling empty and lost. I strive towards love and happiness and affection yet I get shit on for it. Im sick of people using me for their gain. I'm sick of feeling like life isnt worth it anymore.
What do you do to get yourself out of your feelings and back to yourself when you barely feel anymore
How do you get you life under control when you dont even know why it isnt anymore
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My Journey
Randomtrigger warning : this novel talks about depression anxiety abuse etc do not read unless you are prepared to handle details about these things. This is my story, there may be others worse then mine but this one is mine take it for what it is or don...
