I have anorexia

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So my friends s-shadeofstars is really into mental health. She finds is really interesting how sick your mind can get. I didn't really wanna tell y'all about this but I kinda feel like I have too. I have anorexia. Some of you know that I have it but most don't. Basically I starve myself. It's an eating disorder. I don't so it to be skinny, I do it for control, I guess. I've had it for a really long time, maybe as long as I've been on wattpad. My mum only noticed when I took off my hoodie. My shirt pulled up and she noticed my ribs sticking through my skin. When you have anorexia, your body changes to survive. Obviously it gets smaller, but it also gets weak, and hairy because it's trying to keep you warm, and lots of other things. I was reading an article online about it and a picture showed up and my mum walked past me and said that that's how I look. I wear baggy clothes and taught myself to do makeup to hide the bags under my eyes and stuff. But don't think "Finn got skinny, I wanna be skinny so I'm gonna starve myself." Because you'll look like me, not pretty, and not nice it's a horrible thing that happens to people with horrible lives. Anyway, I downloaded the image that was in the article cause mum wants me to look at it every day to see what I look like. So here it is, look away if you're squeamish




 So here it is, look away if you're squeamish

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So Urga bye don't kill me

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