Noose // Joshler

Untitled Part 53

Tyler's POV

I inhale deeply as I slowly get out of my car. Tears are already welling up in my eyes.

It's only been a month with out him and.. I just can't like on like this any longer. 

With a blurred vision I stumble towards his grave. I collapse to my knees and hug myself to his grave sobbing heavily. My cheek pressed to the cold stone as the wind gentle tugs at my messy hair. 

"Why- why did you have to leave me?" I choke out through the sobs. My slim fingers gently trace the engraved letters on the front of his stone. D-U-N. 

I shift my weight so I could stand easily. With my fingertips pressed to the top of the stone, I slowly walked to the back of the stone. 

A sad smile tugs at my mouth looking at the view from his grave. His grave faced at small pond surrounded with geese and ducks. It was beautiful. 

"I knew I picked the right spot for you," I said quietly, silent tears running down my cheeks. 

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I wake up to someone shaking me violently. I gasp catching my breath from the scare. My eyes weakly flutter open. 

I find myself in a car outside the emergency room. After realizing where I was, I quickly got out of the car and ran, well more stumbled, to the entrance. 

I could hear the cop running after me telling me to slow down.

Tear were running down my face as I searched for someone to tell me where he was. 

The cop had caught up to me and grabbed my arm. 

He called over a nurse and she told us he was in surgery. The cop thanked her and led me over to the waiting area. 

He sat me down and then sat next to me telling me everything would be alright.

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Josh was finally out of surgery a few hours later. He was stable and I was allowed to see him. I don't think I had ever cried that much in my entire life. 

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N/A: Hey, long time no read. I'm extremely sorry for not posting for so long and sorry about this really bad chapter. 

I haven't had any inspiration for this story so it's kinda just here. Anyways thanks for 60k reads!

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