Noose // Joshler

Neon Gravestones Call For My Bones

(Trigger warning: voices; thought I would start doing these things because of complaints)

(Bold: Blurryface, Bold with ' ': Tyler's thoughts)

"Ty, I-I love you."

I loved him too but it felt wrong. 

He'll never love you. It's a lie.

'Get out of my head'

Don't play dumb, look at him. He doesn't love you. He would never love a worthless piece of skin. I bet he wants you to kill yourself.

I opened my mouth to say something. Nothing came out. I knew I was letting Blurryface get to me. But, he loves me. I love him. It wasn't too good to be true, right? 

He engulfed me into a hug. "I'm sorry," he whispered in my ear. "It's fine if you don't say it back or even care if I said it-"

"No, I love you too," I cut his rambling off. 'I think.'

I could practically hear him smiling. He seemed happy but it's easy to fake emotions. I shook it off and smiled into his shoulder. He pulled back and stared me in the eye. He leaned in. I copied his movements.

When his lips touched mine, everything washed away. The fear, the voices, everything. My eyes fluttered shut. 

Our lips moved in sync. 

He doesn't love you. He'll push you away. 

I broke away from him and grabbed my head, scratching at my cheeks and face. 

Don't let him fool you, bitch. Your a slut. He'll never love you.

"Tyler?"

"Go away," I screamed at Blurryface. I couldn't hear anything but Blurry's voice. 

"Tyler! Stop!" Josh yelled, trying to grab my hands. I fought back, pushing him away. By then my face was bloody. 

"Tyler! Tyler! Tyler..." Josh screamed at me trying to snap out of it. 

(Happy late 30th birthday Tyjo!!)