today without tomorrow // seongjoong

redemption

Hongjoong felt a great deal of triumph after he saw that one message from Eunyoung. He wanted to show Seonghwa, but rethought the situation. Wouldn't it hurt Seonghwa to know that Ahyun was cheating on him as well — and with Hongjoong's ex boyfriend?

Hongjoong didn't really care — he knew he couldn't really say it, but he really wanted Seonghwa all for himself, as miserly as it sounded. Seonghwa had promised to break up with Ahyun anyways, so it wouldnt hurt to show Seonghwa the picture, right?

"No, it'll just make things easier for him. It won't hurt him a lot." Hongjoong was sure of his belief, so he waited patiently until Seonghwa arrived at his apartment again to break the news to him.

Seonghwa stepped into the apartment after a few minutes, taking off his coat immediately. "Joongie, where are you?"

Hongjoong stood up from the couch, picking up his phone beside him. He walked over to the blonde male with a nervous step. "Uhm… Seonghwa, I need to show you something."

Seonghwa sighed. "Can't it wait? I'm really tired and I low-key just want to cuddle."

Hongjoong bit his lips. "It's important."

Seonghwa frowned and followed the boy to the kitchen. "What could be so important?"

Hongjoong unlocked his phone, going to his recent messages from Eunyoung. "Look. Do you know who that is in the picture?"

Seonghwa stared at the screen for a moment in confusion. His expression fell suddenly. "Ahyun?"

Hongjoong sighed. "I'm sorry."

Seonghwa sighed, sitting on the barstool beside the kitchen counter. "How the tables have turned, huh? For how long?"

Hongjoong remembered Eunyoung's words before he left. "A while."

Seonghwa put his head in his hands. "So he's been cheating on me before. I… I suddenly feel less guilty about this."

"You said he gets upset about you leaving a lot and saying you cheated when you know you didn't, right?" Hongjoong asked softly. "Maybe he's been pinning the blame in you because he somehow wanted to end things without it looking suspicious."

"Hoping that his 'anxiety' about our relationship would eventually end things between us when he's been sleeping with someone else behind my back," Seonghwa chuckled bitterly.

Hongjoong stood behind Seonghwa and put his arms around his neck. "What are you gonna do?"

Seonghwa stood up quickly. "As far as I'm concerned, we're already broken up." He placed a hand on Hongjoong's cheek. "Make me forget him, please. Give me more than you've ever given me."

Their lips were inches apart at this point. Hongjoong stared at Seonghwa's lips for a moment before looking up. "Only if you agree to love me."

"No better deal." Seonghwa connected their lips for a few seconds before pulling away. Hongjoong impatiently kissed his lips again, tugging Seonghwa forward by his shirt. By instinct, Seonghwa pushed the brunette not against the kitchen counter. "God, I wanna fuck you so bad, baby…"

Hongjoong shook his head. "No. No fucking. Today, we're gonna make love."

Seonghwa smiled a bit. "Of course."

Hongjoong silenced him with another kiss, their lips meshing together in simple perfection. Seonghwa lifted Hongjoong's left leg onto his waist and the other lifted automatically. Seonghwa began moving from the kitchen to the bedroom, being careful not to bump into anything.

He placed Hongjoong's body on the bed, using his hands to hook two fingers on either side of Hongjoong's shorts. "Can I go into it immediately?"

Hongjoong put his hand on Seonghwa's cheek. A smile grew on his lips. "Make me yours."

Seonghwa leaned forward, dipping his head into Hongjoong's neck. Simultaneously, he pulled down the shorts, leaving Hongjoong naked below him. Seonghwa pulled away and cooed softly. "Look at your tummy, so cute!"

Hongjoong whined and put his hands on either side of Seonghwa's face to lift it up. "No, don't look at my tummy, look at me!"

Seonghwa kissed his nose gently. "Cutest tummy."

Hongjoong watched as Seonghwa unbuckled his belt, pulling his jeans off quickly. He allowed Hongjoong to unbutton his shirt as they passionately kissed one another, turning those sparks into flames of lust and love combined.

Soon, both were naked. Seonghwa never parted from Hongjoong's lips once — only to draw in a gasp of breath, wanting to keep them joined in any way possible for the longest time possible. Hongjoong released a happy sound which was a mix of a sigh and a giggle. Just hearing it made Seonghwa smile widely.

Seonghwa lifted Hongjoong's legs so that his knees rested by his side. Slowly, carefully and lovingly, he pushed his member into the smaller boy. Hongjoong bit his lips as it slipped in easily. He whined softly, his eyes closing and his neck arching as Seonghwa began thrusting immediately.

Seonghwa rested his forearms on either side of Hongjoong to support himself. Hongjoong's arms wrapped themselves around Seonghwa's neck as the blonde thrusted slowly and lovingly. He didn't go too fast and pushed gently, allowing Hongjoong to feel more loved in the process.

Hongjoong exposed his neck to Seonghwa and the other immediately sucked in the soft exposed skin. His lips placed gentle kisses all over his neck, finding a spot on his collarbone to claim. Hongjoong released soft moans and whines in response to Seonghwa's gentle kisses.

Hongjoong loved every second of it. Although he wasn't particularly used to soft sex, it seemed to be fruitful with Seonghwa. The result was absolute bliss. The unfamiliar pleasure from this type of intercourse spread through his body, sending waves of warmth throughout his senses.

"Oh my God…" Hongjoong gasped out as Seonghwa picked up speed slightly. He unconsciously tugged Seonghwa down, hugging him closer. Once again, this proved how easy it was to send Hongjoong into overdrive. Seonghwa was nowhere near his climax, and was prepared to make love to Hongjoong all night.

"Harder?" Seonghwa asked softly. Hongjoong shook his head, making a little sound of denial.

"No. Stay like this." Hongjoong hissed out a little whine as his heat came closer and closer. Seonghwa kept that steady pace, feeling heat build up in his lower body. Hongjoong couldn't control himself anymore — he held back for as long as he could, but it was futile.

Seonghwa lifted his body, pulling Hongjoong up as well. Without pulling out, he flipped them over so that Hongjoong straddled him. Without much thought, Hongjoong moved his body up and down, trying to match the pace that Seonghwa was going at.

"You're so good, baby," Seonghwa groaned out, his eyes closing as pleasure overcame his body.

"I'm close…" Hongjoong rested his head on Seonghwa's shoulder as his movements became sloppier. Seonghwa raised Hongjoong's head, placing their lips together in one last kiss before they both reached their climax. Hongjoong gasped out a high-pitched whine as Seonghwa's seed filled him to the brim. His body was shaking slightly every few seconds. He stayed still, his breath shallow and light.

"Yoy seemed to enjoy that," Seonghwa smiled. Hongjoong lifted his head in a slight daze. The blonde put a hand on his jawline, stroking his cheek gently with his thumb. "So pretty."

Hongjoong smiled in a dizzy manner. "Only for you."

Seonghwa pulled him down. "I don't think we can go out tonight."

"Did you plan to?" Hongjoong frowned. Seonghwa moved, but the brunette stopped him. "No, wait. If you pull out now, then you're cleaning up. Move carefully to the edge of the bed."

Seonghwa held Hongjoong's legs firmly on his waist, moving to the edge of the bed. Hongjoong slowly pulled off his shaft, groaning as he did so. Seonghwa's seed dripped to the floor, some drips running down Hongjoong's legs.

"Oh no, we need to shower," Seonghwa said. "Then maybe we can watch a movie."

"Aren't you going home?" Hongjoong asked. Some pain shot through his body, but being used to having sex with Seonghwa every day made him numb to the usual pain.

"No — I'm sure Ahyun is fine without me."