Captivation (A BTS OT7 FF)(21+)(FINISHED)(READ TRIGGER WARNING BEFORE READING)

A Lonely Night Under the Fairest of Moons

The run seemed to last forever as I approached the sign to my destination. 

Prainha Beach

The memories of my mother overflowed in my mind as the white sand of the beach slipped into my toes. I laid took off my shirt and shorts and planted them behind a big rock that sat on the far side of the beach. I stepped into the water, feeling the coldness sending jolts of cooling energy all over my body.

As the water warmed against my feet, I placed the lower half of my body into the water. I grabbed a fistful of the salty water and brought it up around my head. Tilting my head back I released the water allowing it to drip over my naked body.  I was more relaxed at that moment then I had ever been in the last 8 months. My mind was clear. No deadlines, no BTS, no Simon, No Danny absolutely nothing. 

For the first time since we had been in Brazil, I cried for my mother. The comforting words of wisdom she spoke to me a child came back to me slowly as I recalled our last talk together. A long forgotten schoolgirl crush on the hottest guy in school had led me to teenage heartbreak at the ripe age of 13. He was 4 years older than me with the beauty of a model, I thought. He turned me down because according to him I was a spoiled brat that always got what she wanted, and it crushed my 13-year-old heart. She brought me to this beach as were vacationing and told me the story of how she and my dad had met. 

"I know you are too young to understand this Rori, but you were born into this world with more privileges than most. You are special my beautiful girl, and there is nothing in this world that would make me happier than to see you marry a man that can enhance the beauty of your heart."

She would be so disappointed in me right now if she were alive and I think that's what kills me most inside. Falling for 7 men who have literally done nothing for me but use me for my body, allowing myself to feel happy with someone who was willing to use you just to get ahead in life, and someone who was willing to hurt you just passed your breaking point because of their mistake. The sad realization hit as the moon started to lower freely the grogginess in your eyes. Maybe I'm destined to be alone.

You stood up walking back to the rock that had hidden your clothes and identity for the last several hours only to find them gone. In their place was a towel and with a set of fresh clothes and a note. "You looked like you needed time so I brought you back some clothes. When you are ready to talk come to the other side of the rock," I read aloud as my heart started to flicker.

Who found me? How? Not even Izzy knows where this place is!

I looked around as I dried my hair and body and placed on my clothes letting out a small sigh not really wanting to see anyone. Once I was done placing the last of the clothing over my head I walked deeper the shadow of the rock, disregarding the movement on the other side, and into where the overlying rocks had positioned themselves to form a cave. Placing the towel neatly into the ground to form a pillow, I laid my head on it feeling the wind from the cold ocean air on my face.

The wind started to pick up as I felt the first raindrop on my face. I crawled even more into the safety of the cave as the movement picked up on the other side of the giant boulder. "Rori, can I come over there? It's starting to rain and I'm cold," the soft deep voice spoke out.

"Yes, you can," I sputtered out trying to mask the sadness in my voice. The rustling increased as it sounded like he had brought things with him. His tall shadow appeared first as the dark haired, broad shouldered male promptly made his way around the corner of the rock. Dressed in an all-black ensemble completed with the same black leather boots Namjoon had been sporting a few days ago it was apparent that he was still dressed from his night out with his comrades. I looked to his hand and noticed a blanket and what looked like a basket of snacks. He placed them at my side and walked back into the open just gazing at me.