Captivation (A BTS OT7 FF)(21+)(FINISHED)(READ TRIGGER WARNING BEFORE READING)

The Raven with a Tell-Tale Heart ***

It's been almost three weeks since Jimin and I shared that day together, but I felt incredibly guilty. A couple of days afterward they had brought their girlfriends over again and it was back to being lonely. I called Izzy and we hung out a couple of times over the last few weeks, but with her constantly working and her spending time with her girlfriend, it made it harder and harder to do so. So I constantly started new projects just to finish them in a day and managed to go one several lunches with Simon, which was actually pretty wonderful considering he was a great guy. I even managed to start reading and writing again which manifested into a full-blown obsession with dark poetry. Emily Dickinson and T.S Elliot were my current favorites, but Edgar Allen Poe's dark but beautiful outlook on life helped me appreciate mine all the more. It wasn't hard to see why his poetry influenced over half of the great writers of his time. That landed me here in a sea of books staring into the 3rd book I've read this evening.

Jiminie: We are heading back soon, just thought you should know.

Aurora: I'm reading at the library, take your time I won't be back until late.

Jiminie: Why so late?

Aurora: :) Have fun

I took off my glasses placing them on the side of my stack of books, rubbing my eyes. "You read way too much, little sister you know that? Junnie said walking to the table. "Well you said you needed help with College Algebra class and we agreed to have a break so I'm reading." "God you are such a nerd haha" he laughed burying his nose into his college algebra textbook. "I'm so proud of you Junnie for going back to school." He gave a sad smile and continued writing in his book. When Junnie was a senior in high school he was at a party drinking and got too shitfaced to drive home, so he did what any reasonable teenager would do he called his parents. My father didn't answer because of some reason we still don't know until this day so he called his mom. His mom came and got him from the party but because it was wet and slippery out the car hydroplaned and landed in a ditch. Unfortunately, she died on impact and Junnie escaped without a scratch. He always blamed himself for his mother's death and guilt was so much for him that after his first semester in college he dropped out. He explained that he wanted to move up in the company, but he wanted to finish his education and not have to rely on my dad and me to help him through projects.

I reached across the table bringing him is forehead into mine "I am so proud of you big brother, don't doubt yourself for a moment. You are doing the right thing for you, Dae- Won, and Ji-Eun I promise." "I know that sister, but going through all this work when I know you and dad would just give me any position I want is crazy, but I want to accomplish something of my own. I'm tired of being in your small shadow Rori," he said while laughing into his book. I smiled at him and shook my head "I have to be going soon I have that demonstration with CEO Bang and the boys tomorrow." He shook his head acknowledging my statement and laid his book on the desk. "We'll go now actually because I didn't realize how late it's gotten, I'm gonna miss dinner."

When I got home, my head was still in my book as I walked through the door to hear laughter coming from the kitchen. Shit, their back I should have gotten something to eat on my way home. I sighed and made my way in the direction of the kitchen. As I approached I could here Tae's deep voice talking about their upcoming album. The fan-girl in me screamed but was quickly muffled by the realist as I almost ran straight into Yoongi.

He dyed his hair blonde, you cocked an eyebrow looking up at his back. You shook the thoughts out of your head with a smile and walked forward. "Excuse me Yoongi." He looked down to his side "I didn't see you there Rori" he laughed harder than I had ever seen him, causing his teeth to rise to show his perfect gums and pearly white teeth. I walked into the kitchen passing Yoongi and his girl who were cuddling each other in the doorway. "Well Hello there Dr. Chen," Kookie greeted pulling Mina from in between his legs, getting up from his post on the marble countertop. I reached into the cabinet pulling out some instant noodles "When did you start calling me by title, Kookie?" I laughed. He shrugged his shoulders and let out a laugh as I reached into another cabinet to grab a pot.