Captivation (A BTS OT7 FF)(21+)(FINISHED)(READ TRIGGER WARNING BEFORE READING)

A Night to Remember (Part 2)

The time we spent at the cafe was probably the best time I've had in a while. Watching the boys interact with each other and their girlfriends made me happy inside, but the sudden feeling of guilt came over me as I realized that they did love these girls and I was just a distraction from that. I looked to the only other single person at the table and smiled as he leaned in and kissed my cheek.

"Something's bothering you," he said turning my chair in his direction as he lifted my chin. 

"There is," I whispered, looking into his eyes as he brought his face dangerously close to mine.

"You guys would make a beautiful couple," we heard Hana say from across the table earning her scowled looks from the other six boys. Jin chuckled slightly, as he turned his gaze back to me. I looked around the table before my eyes settled on Jungkook and Mina, and looked down again. Jin took the time to play with the small of my neck, pulling my attention back to him. 

"Talk to me," he said softly, bringing his body to a standing position. He reached out his hand, helping me to my feet. Wrapping his long arm around the small of my back he led me outside to the sidewalk. "Do you want to take a walk with me," Jin asked. I nodded as he led me to the other side of the street, leading me down an unfamiliar road. We stopped at the entrance to a nearby alley as Jin pulled me in. He spun my body, placing me gently against the wall. Cupping my face and closing the distance between us, his height difference became apparent as he pressed his muscular body against mine.   

I looked away from his warm gaze as I started to speak "You guys were happy with your girlfriends before I came into your lives. I feel like I'm complicating things by having these feelings towards you guys, knowing you have-," I started as I felt the tears rise in my throat. 

"The happy we are with you is not comparable to the happiness we experience with them, and I have a feeling you know that," he said as he started to caress my face. "With you happiness is organic. I feel like I'm in heaven every time I'm near you, and it has never been forced like it was when I was with Malli. You are strong, intelligent, beautiful, and not to mention you have one of the kindest hearts I've ever known. It takes courage and strength to even think about forgiving the man who broke your heart and then raped you. You have sparked a fire in all of our hearts, that not even you can extinguish," Jin finished as gripped my hair, pulling my head forward, and pushing my lips into his. "I am so sorry that my mistakes got you hurt. I cried for so long, praying that you find your way back to me-,"

Putting my finger to his lips the tears started falling from his face. "Jin, please don't cry," I spoke softly, still trying to hold on to my composure. "During the time I was in a coma, I would drift in and out of consciousness. I heard a lot of the conversations that were had, especially your's and Yoongi's. Whether you think so or not, I never blamed you for what Malli did. I know I've had my fair share of nights with all seven of you, but that night we shared on the beach was magical and if could do it all again if I would," I said, placing my lips back against his. "I just want more than anything to be loved with no restrictions." 

"I can make that happen for us, if you're willing to have me," Jin smiled, pushing a loose curl behind my ear. I smiled as I lept into his arms almost knocking him to the ground. "Survive tonight with Kookie, my beautiful girl. As soon as tomorrow comes, you will be all mine."

We walked back to the coffee house with our hands in tow and smiles on our faces. As we made it back to the table, everyone was laughing and enjoying themselves. "What took you guys so long," Yoongi asked still sipping on the now cold coffee. 

 "We needed to talk about something," Jin responded as he winked at me, causing me to blush. Everyone started to laugh at my displeasure as I looked at my lap. I straightened my skirt as I looked up catching Kookie's eyes. His jaw clenched as he looked back and forth between Jin and me.