Captivation (A BTS OT7 FF)(21+)(FINISHED)(READ TRIGGER WARNING BEFORE READING)

Pink Hibiscus and Yellow Sunflowers

"Over the last few weeks, things have been hard. Very hard. Yesterday was my official first day back at work in about a month. After the boys told my father about how bad the bruise was he insisted that I stay home and recover. I spent the majority of my time in my workshop working on a few of the projects I had taken on since the boys were always out with their girlfriends. They would come home later and later often bringing them with them. Walking up the stairs and hearing Jin's moans on those nights and knowing that I would never hold a single one of their hearts slowly began to eat at me. I would catch a glance or two from Jimin who would always try and include me in things with them and their girlfriends, but I couldn't be around the women they say they loved knowing what had happened between the 8 of us."

"Where are you going, Dr. Chen" Nigel said, running up to me as I was about to head out of the door. I caught a glimpse of the boys who sat in the living room with their girlfriends laughing and playing games. I guess they heard what Nye asked and peaked their head out of the door frame waiting for me to answer. 

"To the florist, my beloved bodyguard. I won't be home until late tonight because I have to run some errands, but I promise I'll text you every hour for as long as I'm out" I reassured him. "Is Miss Elizabeth going with you then?" He continued. 

"Not today Nye. He swallowed fearing his reaction. He stepped closer, pulling me into a hug. "You can always talk to me you know that....what's the term in Korean for someone you care for deeply?" he asked smiling from ear to ear. 

"Jagiya, Nye" I smiled back pulling myself deeper into his hug. 

"Be safe, my little jagiya, call me when you get to where you are going." I nodded in agreement, picking up the keys and walking out of the door.

When I was alone with no one to go to I always went to Mrs. Moon's coffee shop on the outskirts of Seoul. One of the best things about it was; literally, no one in my inner circle knew it existed, and it was quite easy to escape the cascading emotional love story that was my life at the moment. I walked in sitting at a table near the back, ordering my usual. I smiled at the hostess as she walked away and pulled out my case files. I texted Nye that I was safe and laid my phone flat on the table, where it was reachable if I needed it. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw a familiar face in the crowd. "Simon?" I asked as he walked towards my table. 

"Good Morning, Dr. Chen. You look beautiful as always." he smiled embracing me into a hug. "It's been a while, Simon, I thought for sure you'd quit," We both laughed as he shook his head. "No not at all, your dad just has been keeping me extremely busy," he said looking me up and down. "I have been wanted to ask you something for the longest time, but I never got the chance to because Danny was in the picture, but I wanted to know if you were willing to go out to lunch with me tomorrow," he asked anxiously. "Of course," I smiled. We said our goodbyes as you noticed his gazed lasted a little too long as he left out of the door. You sat back down at your table, and I placed my head in my hands.

Rori you have done a number on yourself, haven't you.

I thought to myself until I eventually drifted off to sleep.

"MISS"

"Miss, I need you to wake up. We are trying to close."

I wiped my eyes and yawning before it clicked in my head that I had been asleep for 10 hours in a cafe. "I'm so sorry!" as hurriedly said as I started packing my things into my bag. I picked up my phone to see the time *10: 05 PM*. I scrolled down to check my notifications hoping to God that there wasn't too many*20 missed calls* *120 newly unread messages* FUCK ME. I grabbed my car keys and headed out the door. During the 45 minute drive home I called Nye and my father making sure they were informed of my ill-mannered mistake. I didn't think to call Joon because I thought they were more than likely still busy with their girlfriends to notice I had been gone for so long. I turned on the radio listening to Monster by EXO when the radio host came on talking about breaking news. BTS STALKER IS RELEASED ON 3 MONTHS PROBATION AFTER SHE COMPLETES 6 MONTH PSYCH EVALUATION. I shook my head and turned down the radio knowing that she would never be able to find them even if she tried.