FOR THE BOY WHO STOLE MY HEART, p.parker

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//𝑜𝑐𝑡𝑜𝑏𝑒𝑟, 2016//

dear peter parker,

i know you're going to homecoming with liz.
i might go with harrison instead.

he asked me today, not like it matters- i only thought about how much i wished it was you. but it wasn't.
he isn't a bad guy. in fact, he's great: nice smile, tall, smart, kind and funny.
but he isn't you.

he doesn't have the smile that lights up rooms, the eyes anyone could get lost in, the hair people would die just to get a chance to run their fingers through it, the contagious laugh lifting people up, the loveable qualities and personality you possess.

he just isn't you.

i told him i'd think about it. i never gave him a definite answer in case i decide that i couldn't see you having fun. nevertheless, he might be exactly what i need to get over you. he might be the cure for the spell you cast on me.

but does that mean i'm using him? does that make me a bad person? does it make me selfish?
i don't want to be a bad person just because i want to force you out of my mind.

so tomorrow, i'm going to tell him yes.

trying to get you out of my head,
y/n