FOR THE BOY WHO STOLE MY HEART, p.parker

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//𝑠𝑒𝑝𝑡𝑒𝑚𝑏𝑒𝑟, 2016//

dear peter parker,

it has come to my attention that i like you.

let's face it, the minute i picked up a pen and paper and started writing, it was all the proof you ever need.

i didn't say it before because feelings doesn't exactly translate to liking someone, does it? for all i knew i was feeling lust, i'm not. but these goddamn feelings are making it hard to even think straight.

i like you, peter parker.
i have a crush on you.
and i don't want to.

do you think i want to be thinking about you every second of the day? do you think i want to constantly wish i was there for you to tell me every last detail of your day? do you think i want to lay in bed awake at night thinking of all the ways i can get your attention? and do you think i have the time for a crush right now?

i have better things to do than obsess over a crush, even if that crush is you, peter parker. and either these letters are growing my feelings, making me fall deeper into your unintentional trap or they're a way for me to get over you. i'm still not sure. so don't think i'll be stopping here.

very confused and still figuring things out,
y/n