Across The Street // Colby Brock BOOK ONE

Chapter 29

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Hayden

I'm still in bed, waiting for Colby to come over so we can talk or whatever. Even though I want to know what really happened, I'm scared. I don't want to break up with him, but I might have to and it breaks my heart a bit just thinking about it.

The nausea is gone and I'm left with this odd feeling that I can't really explain. I feel fine, but in a weird way. Maybe I should take my mothers advice and actually see a doctor.

I hate going to the doctor, but if it might help me figure out what the hell is going on, I should get my ass out of the bed and just do it.

Or maybe I can — my thoughts were interrupted as someone knocked on my door. I just blankly stared at it as Colby walked in.

I've never in my life had such a intense eye contact. I guess we both knew what was about to happen.

"Let me explain." He said and looked at me with a sad expression. Just by that I knew it, I didn't even need to hear what he had to say. I just knew it.

I nodded and felt my stomach turn as he sat down on my bed, with his head in his hands.

"Alright, so when we went to that party, I did something really stupid." Colby started, he looked over at me, but I just stared at him with a blank face. He sighed and continued. "Well there was this girl and you might know that we kissed, but something else also happened." He stopped and looked the other way. This angered me.

"Just fucking say it, I need you to say it." Anger was clear in my voice, Colby looked at me with a shocked face, before rubbing it.

"I... I slept with her." He finally confessed. I already knew it, but hearing him say it made me so mad. It felt like my eyes turned black in anger.

I got up from the bed and started pacing around my room, while Colby watched me. I tried to find the right words to say, but all I could think was; how could he do that to me?

"Please say something." He pleaded when I didn't say anything for a few moments. When I finally looked at him, rage took over me.

"I can't fucking believe this, you kept this from me for so long!" I yelled and he flinched, a sad expression was yet again plastered on his face. "After everything, this is what I get? A fucking cheater?!"

My mind was buzzing and it felt like the air around me thickened. "I know, I was stupid and it was a big mistake." He said and walked over to me, making me step backwards, keeping our distance.

Colby stopped and looked at me with sad eyes, all my emotions had turned into anger. I didn't think it would affect me so hard.

"And do you know what the worst part is?" I asked while staring him down, Colby shook his head and started playing with his fingers. "I was stupid enough to trust you, something I deeply regret now." I said, tears were now forming in my eyes.

"Please don't say that, I don't want to loose you over this." Colby said and a single tear rolled down his cheek. I shook my head at the sight, not knowing what to do or say.

I continued to look at him, the anger was now gone and I was left with pain.

"How can I ever trust you again? When I know that the second you drink, something might happen and we have to do this all over again." I said and crossed my arms in a defeated way, and looked down at the floor.

"Hayden please don't say that, it was a mistake. I don't want to loose you over a stupid drunken mistake." Colby stepped closer, but stopped when I looked up at him. Tears streaming down my face.

"I'm sorry, but you already did." I said with a hurt tone, my mind was screaming at me to get away, but my heart only wanted to grab him and just hold him for one last time.

"Please don't break up with me." Colby cried out, I just shook my head and took a few steps back.

"You need to leave." I told him, my voice was emotionless and I yet again looked at him with a blank face.

My feelings were all over the place and I didn't know what to do with myself, all I needed was for him to leave so I could cry alone.

"Hayden, I don't want to leave, we can fix this!" He yelled and tried to walk closer to me, but I refused let him touch me.

"Please just fucking leave me alone!" I yelled back and pointed at the door, the anger was now back and I wanted to just punch him in the face, with a chair.

"Fine! I'll go, I hope it makes you fucking happy!" Colby yelled and angrily walked away from me, slamming the door shut behind him, making a lot of noise as he did.

I fell to the ground and broke down, all of my emotions came out as I cried like I never had before. It felt like someone ripped out my heart and stepped on it. A small scream was let out as my fist made contact with the floor.

As I was lying on the floor curled into a ball my mom walked in, they probably heard everything.

When I saw her I started crying even harder as she rushed over to me and hugged me close. Not saying a word, just letting me cry in her arms.

Who would've thought a breakup could destroy you so fucking hard.

(A/N)
Omffffggggg I really hated writing this chapter, it actually hurts. I loved their relationship, but not everything can last forever..

I hope you liked this chapter, the book is almost over and I'm so sad🥺 The next chapter is going to be the last one, but hopefully you'll read the second one which is going to be out soon! so it's not 100% over just yet!

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