i think i love you. ethma

ch. four

soon after our little date ethan drives me home. is it bad that i literally want to spend every waking moment with him?

the next day im catching up on some homework when i get an incoming facetime call from ethan.

"hey em what's up"
"um nothing really i just finished the packet that mr. bunocore gave us"
"can you come overrrrr" he's so cute
"yea i'll be there in 20"
"okay bye em"

as he hangs up i can see him smiling through the screen. i know we've been dating for 2 seconds but he makes me so incredibly happy that it's unbelievable.

i'm driving listening to lemon boy by cave town, man does that song get me in my feels. by the time i arrive at ethan's house i'm feeling a little down. i mean i did play my sad boi hours playlist.

i shoot e a text that i'm here and within seconds he's at the door. i find his clinginess kind of cute.
he gives me the fattest hug. i just can't with his adorableness.

whatever feeling of saddness has melted away from being just around ethan. i don't know if this love is supposed to be, but it certainly feels like it.

we head inside of his room and plop ourselves down on his bed.
"em what do you want to watch" he asks scrolling through netflix
"can we please watch friends"
"emmmmma come on. why cant we watch anyyyything else" he says with a cute little pout on his face
"fine what were you thinking?" i say grabbing his pouting lip
"how about the conjuring?"
"no ethan no way theirs no way in hell im watching that movie"

long story short ethan somehow convinced me to watch the conjuring with him. and literally every two seconds i'd jump or get freaked out by the noises.

i don't really know how but we started watching a romantic movie after the scary on ended. i kept crying over how cute the main characters were together and ethan was comforting me even though he didn't know what he was doing. he traced circles on my arms while he held me close to him.

i felt so safe with me in ethan's arms. he was my safe haven. the place i felt the most comfortable and protected is right by ethan's side. fuck i hate how cliche i'm being right now.

we stay cuddled for a while and ethan falls asleep. i wiggle out of his arms and lay beside him. i begin to doze off when i feel a pair of strong arms wrap around my torso. i remember i'm in ethan's bed and i turn to face him. i fall asleep with my legs tangled up with ethan's, and his arms around my body while my small ones wrapped around his.

i wake up to an empty bed and a note from ethan on his nightstand

good morning beautiful i ran out to grab you coffee and bagels i'll be back soon
-love ethan

he's the best really.

soon i hear someone walk through the front door i assume its ethan and i go out to meet him. but it's not ethan. its grayson, oh right twin brother duh

"emma?" he says with a confused look on his face "what the hell are you doing here"

ethan walks in with perfect timing and he gives me a peck on the lips and a huge hug and i'm guessing grayson gets the hint because he looks at us and just heads over to his room.

ethan hands me an iced almond milk latte and a poppy seed bagel. this guy knows me better than anyone i swear.

"thanks babe" i say. i really appreciate him
"emma...."
"yea e?"
"i love you. did you know that?" ethan says with his hands on my waist
"yea i did" i say giggling "by the way... i love you too e"

ethan smiles and pulls me in for a long lasting kiss.

i'm in love with ethan dolan and he's in love with me.

*hi thank you so much for reading. i appreciate you a lot. i'm sorry that this chapter was so short i just wanted to keep it short and cute. but i'll make the next one extra long to make up for this.
anyway if you're reading this i thank you and i love you the absolute most <3*