love triangle - t.h & s.m

chepter two

"Where the hell were you!? Who did you kiss!? Why do you have a fucking phone if you don't know how to answer it." Shawn was almost full on yelling at you by this point, talking with his hands like he often did. You were shocked to see him there, but more so shocked to hear his words. Shawn never raised his voice at you, nor did he ever cuss like that.

"What are you doing here Shawn?" you ask him, looking around the room, finding him to be the only other person in the room How did he even get in?

"I was worried sick. I couldn't find you anywhere and you didn't pick up your damn phone. Then I find out you were somewhere sucking someones face." You let out a sarcastic laugh, was he serious right now?

"Are you kidding me?" You ask him, raising your voice a little. "You are the one who left me alone, and then I find you making out with some random girl." You tell him. Why was he acting like you did something you shouldn't have done. Like it wasn't okay that you kiss someone but it was okay for him to kiss someone and leave you alone.

"What do you mean?" Shawn lowered his voice a little. "I saw you with Tom so I figured I would have been disturbing the two of you with my presence." Shawn continued, running his fingers through his long brown curls.

"Are you joking? I didn't even want to go!" You didn't lower your voice like he did, you were too mad to care about who could hear your fight through the thin walls of your dorm.

"You kissed Tom, didn't you?" Shawn almost whispered to you. Seriously?

"What if I did! We were only talking about how you left me and now you are blaming me!" You were sure you looked like an angry red tomato.

"Are you kidding me? Tom? From all the fucking guys in this school, you chose Tom?!" Did he even hear what you had just said to him.

"Why aren't you answering me? Why did you leave me alone to be with someone else when you promised to stay with me all night?" You lower your voice, finally feeling the hurt flow back into you. You walk to your closet, not wanting to see his face anymore. You were tired and just wanted to go to bed.

"Because you were with him..." Shawn speaks so quietly, you barely can hear him.

"Can you just leave. I'm not in the mood to fight with you over something stupid like this." You tell him, not looking up, going through your closet to find something comfortable to wear.

"I'm sorry, I... I just didn't know what to do when I saw you with him..." Shawn starts to speak and you let out a groan, picking up big shirt and some shorts.

"Shawn, I don't even care anymore." You say, turning to face him. Shawn looked like he was lost and didn't know what to say. He was way too stubborn to leave without talking this through with you.

"I thought you wanted me to leave you alone with him..." You shake your head at his words, why would you want him to leave you alone at a party you didn't even want to go.

"Why would I. You are my best friend, you are the reason I even came to that stupid party and you just left me for another girl without saying anything."

"I'm so sorry, I will never do that again, I promise."

"Well lucky for you that was the first and the last time I will go to a party with you." You tell him as you walk to the bathroom. Before he could say anything, you lock the door behind you.

"Can you forgive me?" You hear his voice behind the door and a soft knock on it.

"Shawn, please." You groan as you change your clothing. Opening the door for him once you're finished, you begin taking off your makeup.

"I'm sorry, I was an asshole, please, please, please y/n." You turn to face him and he was giving you the those damn puppy dog eyes again.

"I hate when you do that!" You groan.