Forever & Always

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B L A K E

Why the hell did I say that?

It just came out of my mouth, ugh

This is all my fault, now she's going to be awkward whenever I'm around.

Dammit Blake, what's your problem.

I look like an idiot.

After I told Ava that I was jealous about that Vincent boy, I drove away...Yup, I just drove away without saying anything else. Oh my god, I look like an idiot.

I don't know where I was driving to, I just wanted to get out of that situation because I embarrassed myself.

I'll try and talk to Rose about this, cause it seems like she knows a lot about this, maybe she could help me out later.

I drove around from few more minutes before I went home, I reached home and opened the door for myself.

I enter and I see Rose sitting on the couch watching something on the TV.

"Hey Rose, I need help" I simply say while I sit on the sofa opposite her.

She raises her eyebrow and looks at me intently.

"I kind of told Ava that I was jealous of Vincent and her hanging out, and before she could even say anything I drove away, so now things are awkward...well at least that's what I think" I finish looking at her for any type of reaction but she looks at me blankly.

Then she burst out laughing

"It's not funny" I groan and chuck a pillow at her.

She quickly dodges the pillow but continues to laugh, I patiently wait for her to stop laughing so that she could help me out.

After a good 5 minutes of Rose laughing she finally calms down.

"So" she clears her throat and sits up on the sofa since she fell down while she was laughing.

"maybe you should try to not make things awkward at school, just act normal just like how you would if you never said any of those stuff, there's nothing you should be scared about" she winks before she walks up to her room.

That didn't help me in any sort of way.

I walk up to my room and I take a quick shower, once I get dress into some sweat pants, I shut my curtains—if your wondering if I saw Ava, no I didn't see her through my windows—I went to my bed and tried to fall asleep, but I couldn't because I was too embarrassed to sleep, all the things I said to Ava were running around in my head and it was preventing me from sleeping.

But after a long time, I ended up sleeping with the help of counting sheep

Don't question it.

***

The next morning I woke up and took a quick shower before I headed out the front door before Rose, I wanted to leave for school early because...why not.

The whole ride to school, the only thing I was thinking about was Ava and her beautiful voice.

She really does have a beautiful voice.