The Suicide Diaries •Completed•

ONE

"Your such a loser Ava! Why don't you go die or something already!" I heard somebody from the crowed yell. I just ignored them and continued to push my way through the hall to my locker, once I finally got to my locker I scrunched down and open the padlock yes I was a bottom locker! I know it sucks but none of the teachers really liked me especially my homeroom Mrs. clava she is nasty!!

"Hey Bestie!" I heard a cheerful girl squeal from behind me, it's startled me a bit but I knew it was Andrea it was so perky even if people did bully her I don't think she could ever do anything to hurt herself because she was so happy! "hey Andrea don't you have class?"I questioned her and she just kind of put a puzzled look on her face "no..." She lied and put her head down, adding a frown I was kind of worried "hey hey hey .. Andrea what's wrong?" I worriedly said and I shut my locker tight."it was Lexi..The teacher told me I could skip class today and I could pick somebody to come with me, can you come with me?" She questioned "yeah of course Andrea!" I smiled and we walked out of the school .. it was last period anyways.

"So how was your day?" Andrea asked I just shrugged my shoulders and she nodded, "okay well you know this is my stop I'll see you tomorrow okay?" I assured Andrea, she smiled and kept walking for one block ... we lived close I guess .. I walked into my house and dropped my book bag at the door "hi sweetie! How was your day? did u have a good day?" my mama asked , "the usual mom" as I always said and she frowned my mamas name was Claire and she was beautiful and people tell me I'm a 'spittin image of her , in thankful for that.

After I had an apple and talked to my mama downstairs I down to the basement .it was a finished basement turned into my room! I loved it .. when my papa was alive we were rich .. now mama has to ask my step-father for money .. oh! and did I tell u I was in grade 8 !! wow I'm forgetful I'm 13 years old and I have long dark brown hair.. I'm tall for my age and I am beautiful as I said about my mama and well Andrea is almost my twin .. Literally! We almost look the exact same! witch in my opinion is pretty cool.

I played Pokèmon for a bit on my DS laying on my sofa in my Pre-living room witch is basically a second living room, and then I heard my Step daddy from upstairs "Ava!! Dear suppers ready!" he called "Okay Red! I'll be up in a minute!" I assured and saved my game then went upstairs and then .. I dropped my IPhone6 it was a pink one ;) a hot pink one .. It was so awesome.. I picked it up .. no scratches! Yay :)

~At the Supper Table~

"Mm this is so good mama!" I hungrily said .. it was shepherds pie MMM it was my favourite! It was ligitamently awesome. After I finished I washed my plate and when downstairs Into my room agin, grabbed some Pjs (it was just a Pokèmon Tee and some Pj shorts. Then I went into my bathroom I set my clothes and towel on the toilet seat and started my shower .. I let it get hot , striped , then got in .

I washed my hair with shampoo that smelled like Coconuts and then washed my body with a wash cloth .. Then.l I was done and I got out . I wrapped myself in a towel and grabbed my clothes and headed to my walk-in closet , changed , then sat at my vanity inside my walk-in closet,brushed and dried my hair and put it up in a messy bun. I made my way to my laundry hamper and dumped the clothes in (it was at the top of my stairs.) then I plopped onto my bed sitting half way up and plugged my phone in the plug in right beside my bed .. I set my alarm for 6:00 and then went on Mobli! I decided to do a live broadcast because it was only 9:00

"Hey my favourites ! It's me Ava here and it's like 9:30 my time ..Ugh! What time is it your time?" I continued and read the comments and continued my broadcast .. Then It was 10:00 o'clock and I ended it "Bye guys!" And then I laid in bed on Facebook and Instagram switching back and forth of them, so after that it was almost 11:00 and my mama came down with Red "goodnight sweetheart ! I love you" my mama said adding on with a hug and and a kiss in the head "Night dear" Red said doing the same "night guys!" I added and I turned on my lamp on my side table and then they turned off all my lights .. I set my phone on my side table and rolled onto my side not facing my lamp..i couldn't sleep without a light.. ya I know childish..

I fell asleep minutes flat.. I was tired that night because I didn't go to sleep last night until 5:00 am and had to get up at 6:00 ..Yeah what a good nights sleep! and I didn't wanna go to sleep because I wouldn't sleep all night tonight! good thing I had no homework!

(OKAY GUYS! that was my first chapter coming at ya! And if you want another exhilarating book to read .. read my other book 👒Megan it is really good and it has 40Viewers already!! So I hope u like my book and don't forget to comment what u think I should put in it! Bye bye!)