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I laid on my bed listening to I can't stop drinking about you .. in fact I was drinking... 'what are you gonna do? Drowned yourself in liquor?!?' The voice yelled.. it felt like the voice just slapped me .. "Probably" I had hot tears running down my face constantly...

I passed out on the 12th time the song came on ... but it wasn't long before I woke up .. "Ugh..ow!" I held my head.. hangover.. .-. Wow I wobbled downstairs and got chocolate milk and roast chicken chips ( my mom said it helps ..) I sat on my couch and went on Facebook on my phone.. I looked on Reds profile and seen a bunch of photos of Red and a girl.. with a baby.. the picture was titled 'New family' anger started to clench up in my body and I commented 'I HATE YOU RED!!!!!!! I WISH YOU WERE NEVER BORN!! HOW CAN YOU FORGET ABOUT YOUR STEPDAUGHTER WHO LOST HER MOTHER AND HER BESTFRIEND !! YOU WAIT! YOULL REGRET IT WHEN IM DEAD!!!!' And I posted the comment ... I started crying...

I'm so emotional....i played the sims3 on my computer for a while and I got a reply on the photo.. "Ava..im sorry ..." it said and I didn't even reply ... why can't this happen to the bad people ..why is it always the good people who get stabbed in the back!! I yelled in my head ... then I picked up a photo of red and threw it crossed the room.. and it shattered the fame into a million pieces ... I hate him ...

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