I woke up around 8:00 am .. The school new I wasnt going to school... I was going to ... her... funeral.. I got up and dressed in some black leggings and a white galaxy shirt with blue galaxy .. it was really nice .. and I let my hair hang loose, I put a black jacket on and I grabbed my phone and I left, I hailed a taxi and drove to park, that's where the funeral was.

"Hi sweetie" her mother greeted,"hey mom" I called her mom because she's my second mom :) I hugged her and I sat in the front row..

"And now we will have Ava Henderson, come to say a few words.." the priest said.. I didn't know I was speaking!

"Um.. hi .. I'm Andrea's Bestfriend, and um.. we'll .. really I want to kill every person in my school for what they made her do.. I tried to be there for her.. it just wasn't enough.. I really just imagined me commuting suicide .. but.. now I cant.. I can't leave all of my family, and Andrea wouldn't let me do that if she were here.. I miss her so much.. and I don't know how I'll handle it" then I started crying, "I remember-the time, we w-we're watching her favourite mo-movie.. warm bodies... I can still remember that exact day.." then I started balling "thank you for listening" I ended and sat down.

~funeral ending~

"Bye sweetie, don't take it too hard ok?" Andreas mom asked "okay" I just agreed and I went over to Andrea . I hugged her tight and put my bracelet that said Ava on her and I took her bracelet that said Andrea on it.. then I left..

(sorry for such a short chapter!!!)

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