I woke up in my bed .. alone... "mom?!" I yelled.. nobody answered... "MOM!!" I yelled louder ... 'it was all a dream idiot' the voice said... you were imagining your mom there... but she wasn't ...' "NO!!" I cried out... Where was red anyways... he never came back ... I'll call him...
I dialled his number an called ..
"Hello?"
"Red!! It's ava. where are you?" I cried
"Um.. I'm still in La on business.."
"But mom..she said you would be home 2 years ago!"
"Ava.. please...i just..dont talk about your mom.."
"Come home red .." I whispered..
"I can't Ava.."
"WHY! I need you.."
"I can't go back there...not anymore.. I can't go back to where your mother died!" He started to cry..
"Red... I need you... I have nobody..please.."
"I don't know.."
"Red..."
"Ava.. I can't go back there.. goodbye..."
And he hung up...i fell down into the floor agents the wall and folded my knees to my chest... I didn't even hesitate .. I started balling..i really have no one anymore!!!! 'nobody loves you ava..' the voice repeated ... "I know..." I cried..
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The Suicide Diaries •Completed•
Roman pour AdolescentsI'm Ava Henderson and my best friend is Andrea Hedberg we are both 13 and we are tall for our age, we both have brown hair and we basically look like twins because both of our mamas are very very similar look-alikes but that's a good thing! Here is...
