ELEVEN

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I woke up in my bed .. alone... "mom?!" I yelled.. nobody answered... "MOM!!" I yelled louder ... 'it was all a dream idiot' the voice said... you were imagining your mom there... but she wasn't ...' "NO!!" I cried out... Where was red anyways... he never came back ... I'll call him...

I dialled his number an called ..

"Hello?"

"Red!! It's ava. where are you?" I cried

"Um.. I'm still in La on business.."

"But mom..she said you would be home 2 years ago!"

"Ava.. please...i just..dont talk about your mom.."

"Come home red .." I whispered..

"I can't Ava.."

"WHY! I need you.."

"I can't go back there...not anymore.. I can't go back to where your mother died!" He started to cry..

"Red... I need you... I have nobody..please.."

"I don't know.."

"Red..."

"Ava.. I can't go back there.. goodbye..."

And he hung up...i fell down into the floor agents the wall and folded my knees to my chest... I didn't even hesitate .. I started balling..i really have no one anymore!!!! 'nobody loves you ava..' the voice repeated ... "I know..." I cried..

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