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*Beep *Beep *Beep

"Ugh .. I don't wanna go!!" I yelled at my alarm clock on my phone .. then I got a call... who would be calling me this early .. it's like 5:30

"Hello?"

"Hi sweetie ..."

"Hi mom"

"Please go to school today..."

"Why.."

"We'll it's Thursday..."

"Oh...okay..."

"Love you"

"Love you to mom"

~Hang up~

Well.. now I'm forced, I got up sadly and stretched,then finally turned off that alarm! but then I went into my closet and picked out white skinny jeans and a galaxy Tee and black converse ...then I went upstairs and poured myself some cereal (Cheerios)

Added with milk,then I sat in the living room watching big brother also eating,

Then I looked at the time, 6:12 so I decided to go downstairs agin and brush my hair down straight,add hairspray, and I put on some of Andreas makeup...then I went back up,put on a Northface jacket and walked to school.

~School~

I got to school at like 6:30 .. I like to get there earlier than everyone else. once I went in a flew a quick wave to the office and then went down the stairs,down the hall, and I went to my locker, number 101 ... the bottom locker.. yay .-. Then I looked at my chart in my locker and for first period I had...MATH... NOOOO "Jeez!" I winced as I punched my locker a little,then I got all of my math stuff out and put it bye my door.

Once I was don't getting all my stuff ready I went down to the cafitorium (A cafeteria and a auditorium) and sat down at my usual table .. it's the one in the middle, but then I was hungry so I got out 2$ and went up to Lisa (lunch lady) and asked "hi Lisa can I have a Blueberry muffin?" ... They were Andreas Favourite. "okay dear .." Lisa was always nice to me and Andrea.

I sat down at 'my table' and dug into the muffin .. why was I hungry .. I ate before I got here... Then all the kids started pulling through the doors ...oh the joy..."HEY LOOK ITS THE SUICIDE BUDDY EATING A MUFFIN.. HOPFULLY SHE DOESNT GET TO FAT AND DIE!!" I heard somebody yell.. I left my head down and let a tear trickle,"HEY YOU KIDS LEAVE HER ALONE!!!!" Lisa yelled and they all ran to there classes..

I looked over at Lisa and mouthed 'thank you' to her, she just gave me a thumbs up, then I went to go on my phone to see what time it is and I realized I forgot it at home!!! this is gonna be a long day.

~In the Middle of MATH~

"Mr.Black? Did you no that 2 fat cows - 1 fat cow = one lonely fat suicide cow?" A kid asked and everyone laughed "Exuse me but I'll see you after school Derek that will be enough ? And now your the lonely cow .. arnt ya?" And everyone laughed .. even me .. Mr.Black always had something to say to stuff like that..that's why I love him 'he's my cousin'

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